Thursday, March 6, 2008.

long time never update blog.. sigh.
also not much in the mood, so damn pissed off.
cannot go Europe, too expensive blah blah blah.
== huh. expensive.
'u think so and so want to waste money on you?'
'too expensive la. don be mad!'
'impossible!'
'your sister is paying her air ticket herself.'
huh right. pay herself? she don even have 1000 in her damn bank.
not too mention, i don think my CNY money is in my bank.
sigh.. i wanna go so damn badly, get out of this country.
all the places i been, almost all parts of china. and malaysia.
japan? i wish, my grandma is going to Hokkiado.
new zealand? never, my sister is going there with my grandmother.
other places? never in my entire life.
i am oh so miserable~
lets see. hmmm..
this year my whole family, expect for my older sis and i went to some area.
then, grandma going to japan.
then, my parents flying to somewhere with my YOUNGER SISTER again,
then, my grandma and sister are flying to new zealand.
and sad little ol' me ain't going nowhere but miserable miserable little
tiny bitty dotty singapore.
and NO i cannot go out,
no buying things,
no withdrawing of money,
no flying to anywhere,
no buying of manga,
no using of computer,
no going out too late after school,
no doing this and that.
what do i do?
study study study.
alleuia!
i passed my math-es. (POA AND MATHS.)
and did badly for the rest, including english.
since this is CA1 it is not included.
and
i didn't know we had some of the tests on that day,
because nobody told me when i went for competition.
'is there anything?'
'nope, not at all.' was my goody friend reply.
then the very next day, guess what? i had 3 tests.
miserable miserable.
ah wells. what to do~ not one person wanna fork out any money
so be it,
i shall rot away during my march and june hol's.
shall work, study, training. work study training.
work work work.
study study study.
training training training.
and when i get my report book for this CA1.
people, don be surprised if u see me in the newspaper.
I will be on the headlines.
'GIRL BRUTALLY MURDERED AND KILLED FOR NOT DOING WELL IN HER CA1.'
yes, i will be killed. by so and so.
and no, so and so won't listen at all.
hahahha, kinda funny. the headlines. ^o^
anyways~ long long long post. lalala~ byes?

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