Saturday, May 31, 2008.

I know I just made a post but wanna type about the movie!
hahahas, the movie was nice.
the fighting part was nice, the arrows flying through the air was awesome!
and the battle between the kings (?) was hilarious!!
got break time!!
well. it was nice, but kinda disappointing.
not what i had expected, nothing much happened, from the beginning they were fighting already.
it was not that exciting as the first one?
dunno. but wells, the fighting part was nice and fun.
made me realize somethings and thought about it!
heheheheheheheeh!!!
got new ideas!!! woot!!!
lols. kk kk gtg now, sister kinda nagging?
talking about her problems. lols.
nights ppl!
must watch Narnia but don get your hopes up now!
(I can't really remember how to spell the name by i think it is like that.)
^^

p.s
if ghost, demons and angels exist why can't all those things in fairy tales exist too?
makes not much sense now does it? ><"
ah wells, sorries, kinda sleepy so i dunno what i am really typing. nights and sweet dreams! and good morning and afternoon and evening to the ppl reading it?
~^^~ bit crazy, sorries. ><""

{ 12:28 AM }

Friday, May 30, 2008.

ughh. this is somewhat depressing.
great now my mom and sister is home and they will accuse me saying i use the com whole damn day.
i don give a shit now.
ok updates for this whole week.


monday.
i had a post!!! or not.. well that post is kinda half half of monday and tuesday! xDD
either ways, i stayed at home and did nothing but teach my cousin!

tuesday
shooting was hmmm. weird, and hard. train train train.
the cheena coach was speaking in her thick accent and in CHINESE, which i couldn't translate at all. so i just nodded to everything she said, and when she leaves i ask Yun Lu to translate everything she said.

wednesday.
shooting. trained harder.
and coach was telling me how to aim properly and make good groupings. and gave me lots of advice which was good!!! and the china coach didn't train us!! YEAHHH!!

thursday.
well, had both coach and china lady coaching. she said about my arm, say dunno what, i got no tummy so why put across and hook my hand onto my right pocket.
and she was like,
'no no no!! .................(which i didn't understand) you must put on ur left pocket!.........................(which i again didn't understand)'
and plenty of things which i didn't understand
but the person in front of me did and started to laugh. ==
and i don get it, i have been doing so since i joined, and u r asking me to change it now?? plus it help to make me stable so no.
and when she talks or scolds, her accent is kinda pissing don u agree?
it sounds like she is mocking me, or maybe it is i am just paranoid.
but either ways, i don like Chinese neither do i like ppl SPEAKING CHINESE with a THICK CHINA ACCENT. so yeah.
oh, and my arm erm.. no shoulder was getting weak, i nearly dropped the pistol. 00
and my shots were horrid but heck.

friday.
didn't go for shooting. drank 3 cups of expired milk and when i realized it,
it was too late.
so had something like diarrhea and well, basically i had to go to the toilet
when nature calls, and very often too.
and this was my second time drinking the same milk from the same carton. =='''
helped clean the leafs for the making of ba zhang.
blah blah blah.
OHHHH.
then it started to rain. and just so happen my cousin and i were sitting at the
window there, erm.. i can't spell it. well either ways,
we were opened the window, sat on the floor, and when we looked out,
we saw snow flakes.

NO KIDDINGGG!!
what rain would be white and erm.. white! and going down it batches so obvious it is impossible to miss it!
SNOW FLAKES!! we saw it about 5 times. it was cool!!!
but dunno whether it was real, but when we stick our hands outside it was
coldddd.
xDD

now about my misery.
(*warning, from here onwards it is all about the book.*)
the city of ashes.
== stupid author.
WHY DID JACE HAVE TO SAY THAT!! WHYYYYY!!! U STUPID CLARY! SHOULD JUST SAY NO AND TELL THE TRUTH! YOU STUPID NINNY?! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU! I KNOW YA BROTHERS AND SISTERS, BUT U ARE NOT MUNDANES!! SO WHATS THE DAMN DIFF?!!?
YOUR FATHER IS A DICKHEAD, LUNATIC AND A MAD MAN!
YOUR MOTHER IS IN COMA AND CRAZY!
SOOOOO???? WAHHHH!!! WHY DID JACE HAVE TO SAY ALL THOSE BULLSHIT?
JUST BEFORE WHEN CLARY FINALLY MADE UP HER MIND TO CONFESS AND STOP LYING TO HER FEELINGS!!! STUPID PIG!
sigh.. anyways, thats about it! plus i am kinda happy i finished the book in 5 hours!
yeah!!!! xDD
hahaha. kk kk. enough~ byees~!

p.s
thank you francine for lending me the book even though i got kinda lost in the first few pages since i forgot what was the last thing that happened in the first book!
p.p.s
WATCHING NARNIA (??) LATER!!! POPCORN! NACHOS!! FRIES??!! MILK TEA?!! YEAAAA!!!
p.p.p.s
CHEER UP JOEEEYYYYY!!!!! C.H.E.E.R. U.P.!.!.!

{ 7:42 PM }

Wednesday, May 28, 2008.

sigh..
this is so depressing.. i am to leave in an hours time for shooting.
and my cousin, is not helping herself at all.
she said it is hard blah blah blah.
and currently right now, she is behind reading my manga without my permission,
and when i asked her, 'who say u can read?' she still carries on reading.
==
i feel like punching and slapping her.
her english is HORRID to the extent i find it amusing.
for example.
'look____...'
and when i give her a hint,
'when someone is crossing the road and there is a car coming what will you say?'
'look over?' her reply.
and my younger sister who was there said, 'look out.'
which was the correct answer.
another example.
'what is strike in past tense?'
'stroke?'
and i explain and stroke the hair telling her this was the meaning of stroke.
and she still give me the answer as stroke.
the answer is struck.
another example,
'the dentist using things ____ as mirror ...'
and i gave her the first letter as a hint, 's___'
still don get it, 's__h'
still don get it, 's_ch'
and.. SHE STILL DON GET IT!!!
so i give her 3 hints, and she still don get it,
so i say,'unless you NEVER IN YOUR ENTIRE LIFE heard or seen this word, i can excuse you.'
and then she thinks deeper and finally she said, 'such.'
i dunno, but why is she english so damn bad? her maths is worse then when i was at her age! her chinese is the only thing she passed, and the only thing she got better then me and still better.
but OMG.. it is english! and now she is still damn reading when i tell her to go do her work, and she says softly, 'you are so naggy.'
THEN???
SO U JUST WANT ME TO SHUT UP AND SMASH THE WORK IN YOUR FACE?
you came over to my house and stay over for this one WHOLE MONTH, of my so called HOLIDAY.
and i maybe skipping few days of shooting and you don wanna study?
DUDEEEE!! at least on the year i had PSLE, i studied!!!
don think that i can hold my temper for long young missy,
sorries, i am having my monthly friend now, you are pissing me off.
but lucky you are not my younger sister if not the cane or whatever would be in your face right now.
i am controlling plenty cause,
you are not related to me so i have little rights to hit you,
your stupidity amazes me to the extent i don think ya stupid anymore,
you are not helping yourself,
you are complaining with the work i give you when it is not even measurable to what homework i had when i was at your age,
and you are basically not helping yourself.
the end.
and i have to endure 3 more weeks with you, and shooting,
and my 'holiday'.
this sucks, this bloody sucks.
fuck.

p.s
sorries! long post and hmmm, vulgar? sighs. shooting...

{ 11:13 AM }

{ 11:13 AM }

Saturday, May 24, 2008.

hahahas! happy~
^^ yeah~ me so happy,
today was stupid, went to school early in the morning just to collect report book.
then came home, rest play play, go for tuition.
today Mdm Cham had urgent family business, hope nothing is wrong.
well the erm.. Mr tang? well, he was funny. the marker no ink and he just carry on writing on the board, the squeaking noise made Jovin frustrated.
lols!
then he finally went to get some,
couldn't really pay attention nor understand, was so tired..
so i was stuck in almost every question! hahahaha, then went to toa payoh,
find for stuff, don have came home.
woot!~
Fiona is coming over tml and stay over!
must pass her PSLE! she can do it!! excited and not so excited,
sigh~ bad habit of mine.
I will get very happy and be nice for the first three days,
after those three days are up, thats it, no more Miss-nice-amanda.
lols, poor girl, she is gonna get grilled.
xDD
sound so evil. anyways! looking forward for tml post!
all the best joey!
fight all the way!!! i cheer you on! don give up!! be positive!?!
xDD
nights ~^^~

p.s
I am HIGHHH!~ see you in the starry night sky!! xDD

{ 10:59 PM }

{ 10:59 PM }

Friday, May 23, 2008.

this post is dedicated to my sister.
==
(do not read if u are under-age and don like vuglar words)
i actually made a similar post as to what i am gonna write, but i removed it.
but now. i realized it was pointless removing it.
anyways~
this post is dedicated to my sister because,
she is being such a fucking stuck up bimbo bloody bitch.
^^ _l_
fuck u bitch.
it is like you are so smart but you are so damn stupid.
i can't take anymore of your fucking bullshit.
you can't shut the windows,
you can't switch on the aircon,
you can't switch off the fan,
you can't refill the water,
you can't shut up,
you can't see,
you can't hear,
you can't even HELP.
and oh, you say
'amanda is being sooooo lazy!!'
'i am always the one folding clothes and she keeps it!'
'i am having my O's!'
'i am studying she is not studying! she is just doing her own shit work!'
go screw yourself like ccb.
stop putting words in my mouth, shut the fucking hell up, and go into a corner and fuck yourself la.
not happy, shut up, no need to show face.
during mid yrs,
YOUR grandmother say to ME,
'you go do all the housework!'
me-'i am studying?!'
her-'SO? Your sister also studying! but she always do the housework! what u do?!'
me-'er.. study?'
her-'yeah right! you always use computer!'
no you blind woman, i was jumping down the building a hundred and one times.
_l_
my com was locked, i didn't know the PASSWORD, how the hell am i suppose to play with my com? ==
now my older sister, is being unreasonable.
for example,
i was outside watching tv and folding clothes,
i switched off the tv and left the clothes there for her to keep forgetting to switch off the fan.
she shouted, 'AMANDA! YOU NEVER OFF THE FAN!'
i simply ignore her,
'AMANDA!! GO OFF THE FANNNNN!!!'
she was in the living hall, i ignore her once again,
'A.M.A.N.D.A.!.!.!.! GO. AND. OFF. THE. FAN.'
so i scream back because she has no common sense,
'ARE YOU STUPID?! WHY CAN'T YOU JUST HELP?? YOU ARE THERE AREN'T YOU?'from my room.
'NO! YOU LAST ONEEEEE!!'
oh dear god, has my sister become a one year old?
she has no common sense, no brain, and no sense of mind to HELP.
she can't even off the fan!
next,
water.
i drank up till almost 3/4 of water in the 1.5L water bottle, still some left right?
so i put it in the fridge.
alright.
then, she takes it out, and drinks it.
then, 'AMANDA! GO RE FILL THE WATER BOTTLE NOWWWW!'
i ignore her twice.
then, 'AMANDA! YOU LAST ONE TO DRINK, GO
REFILL!'
and so from my room, i shout to her once again,
'WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU WOMAN? CAN'T YOU HELP? IT IS JUST REFILLING WATER!'
'NOOOOOOOOO!!! YOU LAST ONE TO DRINK! NEXT TIME I DRINK TILL VERY LITTLE AND PUT IN THE FRIDGE THEN U REFILL LARS!'
== like duh woman, when i see that i don ask the person to refill, i will refill and wait for awhile for it to be chilled then i drink?
so i shout, 'WHY CAN'T YOU JUST HELP?'
and she repeats the same thing about last one, so i just ignore her.
and now, she switch on the fan, i asked her politely
'do you want aircon?'
'anything' she says, ok fine.
i switch it on, and she can just walk back to her bed stepping on mine, and don bother to close the window.
so i ask politely again, 'can you close the window?'
'NO! i am already in my bed!'
==''' so, i just sat there and stared at her
'fucking bitch' i said,
'thank you' she says.
and i curse a lot.
and she can 'yeah. you saying about me right?'
like DUH! who else would i be cursing at this point of time and hour?!
who else is in this ROOM?!
so i got up, closing slamming the windows and say, 'don wanna waste electricity.'
and she says, 'yeah, who left the fan on?' inside the room.
so i just switch off the fan she on, and sat back down. and started blogging.
== damn you bitch. damn you damn you.
little kid man, oh god, oh dear god. how much longer need i to tolerate her annoyance?
why can't she just like snap back, shut up and study and help around the house?
what is WRONG with HER?! has her mind gone loose because of O lvl?
has she become a child inside because she snapped and lost her of reality?
i dunno, i seriously dunno, and i don wanna know but,
oh god, just make her back as she was.
she says she is not a bimbo, true, she is not, she is a bimbo with brains yet mentality of a 3 yr old kid.
even nat, younger sister, can help!
sighhs... this is so depressing.... ugh.
fuck fuck.

p.s
be glad, my first post was so vuglar even i couldn't take it after reading it, this one is just fucking long, shut up and bear with it.
p.p.s
blessed dreams rachael.

{ 10:25 PM }

Thursday, May 22, 2008.

I bear tragic news.
lols. sounds kinda weird.. 'i BEAR tragic news.' plus it is true,
ready?
3,
2,
1, (lols being lame)
Mrs Yapp is LEAVING!!! *cries*
she is leaving!! next semester we will have new bio teacher and form teacher, the same goes for you 3/6 ppl, since she teaches you bio, you will get new teacher.
and yeah!! plus, since it is june holidays, this saturday will be the last day to see her.
sobs,
everybody was like 'HUHH!!! WHYYYYYYYY?!?!?!?'
plus, we have so many teachers changing!
1)Physics,
2)English,
3)Bio,
4)POA,
5)form teacher.
YEAHH!! FOUR TEACHERS!!! OMGGGG!!! AND LAST YEAR.. ERM... wa.. watunali?
forgot how to spell. but still!! she is leaving!!
And she is so nice too! But she got offers, for like, banking etc etc,
say she wanna do other stuff and all since she is still young other then teaching. ah wells~
all the best mrs yapp!! we all love you and will cheer for you all the way?!!!
we will miss you!!!!!

p.s
i sound so damn weird. xDD
p.p.s
my hair!!! *cries*
p.p.p.s
byes~

{ 5:24 PM }

Tuesday, May 20, 2008.

Whew.. Found it.
thought i lost it. =='''
anyways~ didn't go to the netball thingy today!
miss yapp called, and everybody was like 'err...'
and at that timing i was still sleeping. xDD
i wonder what happened. hmmms,
lols,
sigh~
don wanna go to sch tml!!
hair and shooting. ==''' shit la, shooting.. miss au,
hair hair hair,
laugh laugh laugh,
shoot shoot shoot,
*sneeze* ah wells~ all the best for tml!
sobbsss!!! don wanna go to sch.. why can't i pon!!!
sigh, gonna take a bath again, the water bill is gonna increase!
and oh oh! i drank 1.5 L of water today!! ^o^
lols. byes?

p.s
the weather is so hot, wind is lukewarm? dusty...
p.p.s
shooting!! OMG SHOOTING!!!
p.p.p.s
*sneeze* love gintama?! *sneeze* byes ~^^~

{ 7:50 PM }

Monday, May 19, 2008.

Goodbye long hair, hello short hair.
and yes. me cut my hair.
SHORT.
and look very boy.....
my mom nagged at me since yesterday, this morning I woke up and anytime she could talk.
so I had to cut, since it was long and all, find it kinda troublesome, but wells.
so they had a picture, my mom loved it and told me to cut it, and if i don, i am dead.
so i had to,
so cut cut cut,
and i freaked out,
half way through the thing i was staring at myself, reflection, saying "I LOOK LIKE A BOY!"
so once i was done, everybody looked at me strangely, in a way.
ok fine, i was 'yeah.. i look like a damn boy. and a lesbian.'
then i went to the factory to pick my dad up,
when i strolled in, i walked straight to the toilet, after greeting everybody, came out and they stared at me.
they were like 'oh.. you cut your hair!'
my granddad said,'young girls long hair short hair still will be very pretty.'
my grandmom said,'ok what. you look nice with short hair, so pretty!'
my dad said' ....'
and we went to the car, he told me mom that when i came in, his mom and him stared at me and he told her ,' ah chris zao kai.' (dunno how to spell) but it means, chris daughter and said that we look very much alike.
ok then,
went home my sister first reaction was,
'....' and her jaw hanging open, and half smiling.
and my mom LOVED my hair cut.
they all said, 'you look very fresh! not like your long hair last time that gives a face that you want ppl to bash you up!'
yeah. wow. nice.
and yeah.
my haircut is dramatically changed and different, i look completely different
you may not even recognize me at all.
plus, please please DO NOT SAY
'amanda! why you cut your hair!'
'you should have told your mom no!'
'you should have argued back!'
please please don say it, i know i look different but ok,
but arghh!!! so weird.......
go ahead and laugh, mock me, but laugh and mock me too much i dunno what i may do to you. or give me that weird stare or whatever.
sighs.
yes.. judging from this LONGGG post, it is completely different from your imagination it shocked me even.
but ah wells.
thank god i can skip tml, and please please.
i am so dead for shooting and for wed,thur,fri.
i wanna SKIPPP!!!
shooting... oh god....
ah wells~
oh yeah, take my picture or anything, i will send you straight to hell, i swear this on my grave.
anyways.
till then and cya all my friends on wednesday!
*prays*
byeeeeeeeeeeeee.

{ 8:08 PM }

Saturday, May 17, 2008.

{ 11:22 PM }

I know I am late.
but well, yesterday I had ZERO chance to use or even touch my com.
IJ fiesta was awesome!! it was fun, and hmmm.. ok ok.
the castle slide thingy was the only game we played, O.o
hahaha, instead of sliding down, we BUMP down, and our shorts rolls up,
but it was fun. xDD
wasted money on food food food,
went to the haunted house, couldn't wait everybody nag nag, lols,
i heard a group say this, "LOLS!! it is not even scary la!! it was funny! damn fun damn fun!!"
........
haunted house fun and not scary? something must be really wrong.
so yeah, went to paint nails, I kept on putting and taking it off,
i am a fussy woman. xD
well, marianne help me, and yes she did it for me, shocking?
it is nice. still have it on, and thankyouverymuch for helping. ~^^~
went to eat lunch blah blah blah, went to the store to buy beads.
my mom called, my sister called, got nagged at, blah blah blah
left and went to the store and bought my stuff, run to the mrt.
my sis and i were on the same mrt, and she still can stroll back home. ==
so run run run.
went home, full of sweat and disgustingly sticky,
she bathed, and while she was bathing my mom left,so i had no chance to bath.
==''''
went to clementi there, ate at the store, was so tired i fell asleep on during the car ride there.
eat eat eat with a blank face, so nobody actually acknowledge me, was damn tired,
came home did some house work bathed and went to sleep.

morning woke up, with my mom telling me,"amanda. later can you vacuum and pack the house and so? thank you!~" while i was half asleep, then she went, "amanda! your room is so messy!!" and "you buy rubbish again??" (the rubbish was my cards)
then woke up,
housework housework housework,
my sister kept on scolding me and nagging at me and asking my questions,
'you never clean properly!'
'what you doing later?'
'where you going?'
'don laze around! go bath and pack the room!'
early in the morning, i wanted to shout at her 'shut the bloody fuck up woman! it is only 9.30 on a fucking saturday morning and you are damn annoying!!'
sigh......
went for tuition and meet the guy, in the end he was sitting behind me all along, francine was late, went for lunch with her then go for tuition.
during tuition was so tired that my mind went blank,
and i was staring at the board and my eyes wide open but my mind completely empty.
till one part when it got so confusing my mind came back to earth and i started to day dream, but manage to understand all!
got homework.. argh... plus!!!
i know how to control all my dreams now!
lols,
it is to think everything i wanna dream and when i go to sleep,
it comes out what i thought before i slept.
lols, niceeeeeeee.
ah wells~ will try not to rant so much about my family if possible.
can see that almost all my post are family.
lols.
kk, thanks hamster for e nails~
thanks francine for accompanying me to tuition and lunch~
cyas~

{ 10:49 PM }

Wednesday, May 14, 2008.

My my my.
it saddens me to say this, but i am so dead!
yes, *nods*, dead indeed,
so better start praying!!!~
and thats it.
lols. yeah this is it.
sobs!! kk byess~

p.s
SCREW YOUUUU!!! die you stupid bitch.
xDD

{ 9:36 PM }

Tuesday, May 13, 2008.

I FOUND IT!!
arghh... =='' so damn tired. finally can rest.
so many things happened,
so many things to worry. =='''' oh god, and this is only the second day of my grandma is in japan!! HOW AM I SURVIVE 8 MORE DAYS?!?

sigh~ whole day story.
well, after school, went for the shooting meeting.
miss au was kinda scary but funny in a weird way, went to the.. er.. night market.
hmmmmm. the tu tu chocolate was nice. lols. thanks marianne~
on the bus met joey, our 'meeting' was hilarious.
i stood on the steps, double deck, and stared at her.
'is that joey? JOEY??' that was what was going through my mind.
she looked so blur, gong gong one, then i started laughing, standing on the steps and laughing out loud, she stared at me and we both started laughing.
how... er.... hmmmmmmmmm. coincidental. lols.
Came home, went down to pick my younger sister and some food up.
bath her, both did our own work.
till 8.55 my mom came home with the food.
cook cook cook.
cook cook cook.
then after finish eating, my younger sister demands a cheese egg. ==
and so i am like wth? never tell me earlier.
then my mom said, ' you cooked the egg i find always not that filling.'
like DUH you and your oldest daughter said OK CAN COOK TOGETHER,
instead of INDIVIDUALLY! ==
so i had to cook again.
cook cook cook.
cook cook cook.
=='' now i am EXHAUSTED, and i found my class t shirt that went missing for er..
1 month on the chair i am currently sitting now.
who the hell kept my shirt for so blood-dyyy long.
now they are giving more chores.
oh god...
someone someone ANYBODYYY!!!

note to self :
next time when my grandma leaves for any trip (now they are screaming at me) MUST learn how and what to cook other then instant noodles, egg, been hoon, vegetables with egg, blah blah blah.
something more nice. so at least i can cook something nice instead of all those junk food and suffer for more work. == toodles ppl. byeeeeeee.
back to housechore.

p.s
tml getting back papers!! arghhhh!!! all the best!! don wanna fail nor die yet.
die die die. lols. kk, bbs~

{ 6:39 PM }

Monday, May 12, 2008.

REJOICE PPL!!
lols, anyways.
REJOICE!!!
I CAN FINALLY USE MY COM!!!
ok, let me tell you my sad sad story.
it was the last day of my exam.
I switched on my com,
hacked my sister for the password,
then went to the internet, did some stuff.
then,
BOOM!
it hanged on me.
and lines started to form and i started freaking out.
so my reaction was, 'tsk, it is lagging on me.'
then i switched off my com.
then...
when i switch it on.
you know what happened?
It did not er... become on?
i dunno, then i started cursing.
since, I could FINALLY use the com.
and it had to DIE on me,
so i started calling my mom and blah blah blah at her.
i tried it again, nothing.
so i spent my day slacking and sobbing like a mad person.
and the problem is that,
it had not been used for long, the heat thingy or whatever ran out.
so yeah.
and THANK GOD nothing had to be deleted.
if not i would scream at the person.
ah wells~ all us good.
except for *ahem ahem.
and well.
== family is er... making use of me to do more housechores,
since my grandma went to JAPAN for 10 DAYS!
lucky, and she don dare to go to the hot springs!
she scared the water is dirty,
she is shy.
lols.
kinda dumb eh?
ah wells~ mothers day is over~
bake a cookie, heartshape cookie that broke into two.
== cause it was too heavy and collapsed under its own weight.
ah wells~
school starts tml~
lalala~
no more sleeping in,
no more com,
no more playing,
results are coming,
parents will be seen tearing their hairs off their now bald heads,
teachers will be seen happily talking to our parents,
students will be seen shouting "i hurt myself to live!!!",
students will be seen on the top of a building and then doing stunts as they touch the ground and be splattered with blood and their brains,
but not yet,
for we still have FINAL-YEARS.
sobs!!
all the best for we students!
we must er...
study hard!!!
yeah right, anyways.~
happiness!!!
sigh
shooting.
studying.
chores.
blah blah blah.
rant rant rant.
la la la.
ok. enough
byeeeeeeeeee!

oh yeah. heck. just gonna add this,
francine birthday party was.. fun?
interesting but kinda weird. ah wells~
anyways. byeeee ~><~

{ 10:36 PM }