Friday, May 23, 2008.

this post is dedicated to my sister.
==
(do not read if u are under-age and don like vuglar words)
i actually made a similar post as to what i am gonna write, but i removed it.
but now. i realized it was pointless removing it.
anyways~
this post is dedicated to my sister because,
she is being such a fucking stuck up bimbo bloody bitch.
^^ _l_
fuck u bitch.
it is like you are so smart but you are so damn stupid.
i can't take anymore of your fucking bullshit.
you can't shut the windows,
you can't switch on the aircon,
you can't switch off the fan,
you can't refill the water,
you can't shut up,
you can't see,
you can't hear,
you can't even HELP.
and oh, you say
'amanda is being sooooo lazy!!'
'i am always the one folding clothes and she keeps it!'
'i am having my O's!'
'i am studying she is not studying! she is just doing her own shit work!'
go screw yourself like ccb.
stop putting words in my mouth, shut the fucking hell up, and go into a corner and fuck yourself la.
not happy, shut up, no need to show face.
during mid yrs,
YOUR grandmother say to ME,
'you go do all the housework!'
me-'i am studying?!'
her-'SO? Your sister also studying! but she always do the housework! what u do?!'
me-'er.. study?'
her-'yeah right! you always use computer!'
no you blind woman, i was jumping down the building a hundred and one times.
_l_
my com was locked, i didn't know the PASSWORD, how the hell am i suppose to play with my com? ==
now my older sister, is being unreasonable.
for example,
i was outside watching tv and folding clothes,
i switched off the tv and left the clothes there for her to keep forgetting to switch off the fan.
she shouted, 'AMANDA! YOU NEVER OFF THE FAN!'
i simply ignore her,
'AMANDA!! GO OFF THE FANNNNN!!!'
she was in the living hall, i ignore her once again,
'A.M.A.N.D.A.!.!.!.! GO. AND. OFF. THE. FAN.'
so i scream back because she has no common sense,
'ARE YOU STUPID?! WHY CAN'T YOU JUST HELP?? YOU ARE THERE AREN'T YOU?'from my room.
'NO! YOU LAST ONEEEEE!!'
oh dear god, has my sister become a one year old?
she has no common sense, no brain, and no sense of mind to HELP.
she can't even off the fan!
next,
water.
i drank up till almost 3/4 of water in the 1.5L water bottle, still some left right?
so i put it in the fridge.
alright.
then, she takes it out, and drinks it.
then, 'AMANDA! GO RE FILL THE WATER BOTTLE NOWWWW!'
i ignore her twice.
then, 'AMANDA! YOU LAST ONE TO DRINK, GO
REFILL!'
and so from my room, i shout to her once again,
'WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU WOMAN? CAN'T YOU HELP? IT IS JUST REFILLING WATER!'
'NOOOOOOOOO!!! YOU LAST ONE TO DRINK! NEXT TIME I DRINK TILL VERY LITTLE AND PUT IN THE FRIDGE THEN U REFILL LARS!'
== like duh woman, when i see that i don ask the person to refill, i will refill and wait for awhile for it to be chilled then i drink?
so i shout, 'WHY CAN'T YOU JUST HELP?'
and she repeats the same thing about last one, so i just ignore her.
and now, she switch on the fan, i asked her politely
'do you want aircon?'
'anything' she says, ok fine.
i switch it on, and she can just walk back to her bed stepping on mine, and don bother to close the window.
so i ask politely again, 'can you close the window?'
'NO! i am already in my bed!'
==''' so, i just sat there and stared at her
'fucking bitch' i said,
'thank you' she says.
and i curse a lot.
and she can 'yeah. you saying about me right?'
like DUH! who else would i be cursing at this point of time and hour?!
who else is in this ROOM?!
so i got up, closing slamming the windows and say, 'don wanna waste electricity.'
and she says, 'yeah, who left the fan on?' inside the room.
so i just switch off the fan she on, and sat back down. and started blogging.
== damn you bitch. damn you damn you.
little kid man, oh god, oh dear god. how much longer need i to tolerate her annoyance?
why can't she just like snap back, shut up and study and help around the house?
what is WRONG with HER?! has her mind gone loose because of O lvl?
has she become a child inside because she snapped and lost her of reality?
i dunno, i seriously dunno, and i don wanna know but,
oh god, just make her back as she was.
she says she is not a bimbo, true, she is not, she is a bimbo with brains yet mentality of a 3 yr old kid.
even nat, younger sister, can help!
sighhs... this is so depressing.... ugh.
fuck fuck.

p.s
be glad, my first post was so vuglar even i couldn't take it after reading it, this one is just fucking long, shut up and bear with it.
p.p.s
blessed dreams rachael.

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