Wednesday, May 28, 2008.

sigh..
this is so depressing.. i am to leave in an hours time for shooting.
and my cousin, is not helping herself at all.
she said it is hard blah blah blah.
and currently right now, she is behind reading my manga without my permission,
and when i asked her, 'who say u can read?' she still carries on reading.
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i feel like punching and slapping her.
her english is HORRID to the extent i find it amusing.
for example.
'look____...'
and when i give her a hint,
'when someone is crossing the road and there is a car coming what will you say?'
'look over?' her reply.
and my younger sister who was there said, 'look out.'
which was the correct answer.
another example.
'what is strike in past tense?'
'stroke?'
and i explain and stroke the hair telling her this was the meaning of stroke.
and she still give me the answer as stroke.
the answer is struck.
another example,
'the dentist using things ____ as mirror ...'
and i gave her the first letter as a hint, 's___'
still don get it, 's__h'
still don get it, 's_ch'
and.. SHE STILL DON GET IT!!!
so i give her 3 hints, and she still don get it,
so i say,'unless you NEVER IN YOUR ENTIRE LIFE heard or seen this word, i can excuse you.'
and then she thinks deeper and finally she said, 'such.'
i dunno, but why is she english so damn bad? her maths is worse then when i was at her age! her chinese is the only thing she passed, and the only thing she got better then me and still better.
but OMG.. it is english! and now she is still damn reading when i tell her to go do her work, and she says softly, 'you are so naggy.'
THEN???
SO U JUST WANT ME TO SHUT UP AND SMASH THE WORK IN YOUR FACE?
you came over to my house and stay over for this one WHOLE MONTH, of my so called HOLIDAY.
and i maybe skipping few days of shooting and you don wanna study?
DUDEEEE!! at least on the year i had PSLE, i studied!!!
don think that i can hold my temper for long young missy,
sorries, i am having my monthly friend now, you are pissing me off.
but lucky you are not my younger sister if not the cane or whatever would be in your face right now.
i am controlling plenty cause,
you are not related to me so i have little rights to hit you,
your stupidity amazes me to the extent i don think ya stupid anymore,
you are not helping yourself,
you are complaining with the work i give you when it is not even measurable to what homework i had when i was at your age,
and you are basically not helping yourself.
the end.
and i have to endure 3 more weeks with you, and shooting,
and my 'holiday'.
this sucks, this bloody sucks.
fuck.

p.s
sorries! long post and hmmm, vulgar? sighs. shooting...

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