Friday, June 6, 2008.

In memory of....?
ok. just joking, but yeah, someone passed away but this has nothing to do with it.
wells, just gonna rant for awhile about my ...
hmm right.
ok.



'that girl never do anything!'

'that girl only play computer and never study or help around the house.'

'AMANDA! COME HERE! pack this area up! you are the only one who touched this area! you every time do things halfway one! i don wanna scold you or say anything to you at all!'

'that girl ah, damn useless. can't even keep things at all!'

'you see that girl ah, always to things half way!'

'that girl!! so damn useless! cannot even do a single thing!'

'eh? help that girl take out rice when have dinner? FOR WHAT?? she also never help to wash people plate! only wash her own. help that girl for WHAT?'

and as you can see, i kinda made it short, but this are all said by my grandma, who never fails to say all this EVERYDAY. and she complains to me that she cannot sleep well, her life, her hands, her body. i can understand that.

then next i help you with the computer. then you start yelling at me why am i using the com. right. i shut up and do nothing, but some how, you just lovvveee to say all these when your daughter is around huh? and also, you have never complain anything about rachael. only me.

like wise, i do help to wash the plates after dinner, but since i always end up finishing first i only wash my own plate and everything that is in the basin. and also, i started to notice that this month, that you stopped taking rice for me, i am fine with it, but hey. i didn't think you would be so petty.
and please please do not put words in my mouth. i do help alright, i forget to keep the ironing clothes at time because i always put it in a different area.
so sorry, but heck. shut up and stop complaining.

and the best thing i love about cousins, is that they stick to you, follow you, and give you no privacy, thank you very much.
but i don need someone to follow me 24/7.
sigh, thats it.
the end.
now gonna pack around the house and bath and sleep.
^^ cyas ppl~

{ 9:45 PM }