Wednesday, June 11, 2008.

OH GOD! OH GOD! I FEEL SO FUCKING DISGUSTED!
lols, hey! be happy ok! I AM TRYING TO BE POSITIVE!
yeah right. ==
anyways~ came to rant, MY LAST FINAL RANT BEFORE I TAKE MY LAST BREATH, that my com will be locked.
hahaha, very funny.
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ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!
god!!! OH GOD!
ALLELUIA!
PRAISE THE LORD GOD!!

oh fuck, why am i saying all that?
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
xDD
anyways, b-l-o-o-d-y h-e-l-l.
i am fucking pissed off, and i am not showing any emotion on my face.
*gasped in horror*
joking.
anyways, hell yeah, i am SUPER PISSED OFF.
of tons and tons of reason!!!
1) cousin
2) mother
3) sister
4) money
5) cousin
6) cousin homework
7) mother with her ugh-ness.
8) cousin with her annoyance.
9) myself?
10) the world. (JUST JOKING ABOUT THIS ONE)

anyways~ yeah yeah,
my story!
*ahem ahem*
blah blah blah blah.
ti ti ti ti.
tu tu tu.

heck, i am spamming my own blog. ==''''
anyways, ok,
well i was using the com, my mom pissed off, i brushed her aside.
blah blah blahs,
then she shout to my sister.
'LOCK HER COMMMMM'
blah blah blah.
so right now, i am gasping for my last breath, just to type this. xDD
and yeah.
well, i am kinda ok with the locking com shit, but once i finish my books,
thats it, i am off the rocker!!!
lols! xDD
hell. so shut up , i am gonna rant and spam this post.

hmmm, my cousin is realllllyyy annoying me,
real badly,
i am still amazed i am only giving her harsh comments and sarcastic remarks.
fuck youuu!!
and to my dear sister who maybe reading this, shut the hell up.
tell mom, and i will make sure you wished that you have never crossed the line.
(and don go running to mom, showing her my blog, crying.
'AMANDA THREATENING ME!!!' like you did last time, praise the lord i didn't strangle your scrawny neck or do anything to you.)
anyways~
i am uber pissed and happy.
for some damn reason, i didn't shout or curse or cry for any madness.
i just feel...

fucking disgusted.
reason is..
hmmm, this may some jealously to you but nope, not one bit.
well, while my mom was scolding me my cousin stood beside her, and then after my mom scold me, she turn to her and talked nicely and soothe her like i was some monster on a rampage.
yeah yeah, i don care if she is scared or anything,
but ughhhh!!!
the way my mom talked!
her expression!

OH GODDDD!!!!
and yes, you get my point,
*shudder* ugghhhh.
hypocrite?
runs in the blood i guess, i am so much of a hypocrite i fucking hate it.
and to those ppl who are like ------ and ------ and ------ and -----
go screw yourself with a pole and die.

sigh.
this is not working, this is not helping.
ughhh!!!!
well, my mom said.
'when i use the cane on you that time don cry! (me- erm, you guys hit me so much i am immune to it.) and you can't go out the next few days! i don care you got whatever competition! (me-erm, fine? tell Miss Au that, sides, i only got competition on friday and the 2 week of july. the rest is all training.) '
the end!
hahahaha, now my stupid dad wanna go out and eat food.
'i want fries, (runs in the blood marianne) lets call and order fries.'
me- 'don be ridiculous dad! just ordering fries?!'
hahahaha, well, yeah.
oh oh!
my mom said this, ' when HE lay a hand on you, you will regret it!'
*rolls eyes* don worry mother,
he laid many hands on me since i was primary three.
didn't you know?
he had more hands then an OCTOPUS!
why else do u think i am so immune to ALL your beating and remarks?
DUH.
who else?
lols.

wooo, long post i have here eh?
lols, kk. just gonna transfer songs and pictures in and out,
then they can locked the com

p.s
ppl, prayed to god that i don finish my two books so fast, because if i do, there will be tears before bed time! and it won't be me. *grins*
p.p.s
don mind me, i realized i sound like a mad woman, but just need to vent all my feelings out. i mean, where else can i vent?

{ 10:30 PM }