Wednesday, July 2, 2008.

oh dear god, oh dear god, please please.
so many deaths, this year, three people have passed away.
all they are all my grandfather siblings,
about 7 months ago was his brother,
2/6/08 was his sister,
today, 2/7/08 was his only brother.
oh god, please, he can't take it anymore, his siblings! dying all in one year!
he have yet to get over his sister, last month, death!
and now!
his only last brother!
died in a car all ALONE, when i heard about it, i nearly cried.
i really liked him, always joking around, happily, smoking and all.
oh god, oh dear god, please. i beg you.
watch over them and him, i don think he can take it anymore,
he was crying like crazy, for the past two funeral.
and now, he will be seeing his brother off.
he will really break down this time, please please, don let him think.
'they are all dead, so should i. i will be next..'
i dunno what to do, i may have to attend tonight if there will be one, i must, to find what happened.
and to see him and to ask him what happen if possible.
whatever it is, just let me see.
sigh, i pray, i really pray, that nothing happen to her.
please people reading this, pray for me too, that they will be alright.
although it will be hard, to get over three of his dear siblings death in one year.
the first finally is able to sleep peacefully,
the second is finally resting,
and the third, is unknown.
he was found dead, in his car, alone.

oh dear god.. please please.
i don't know what to do now, but all i know is that it is slowly coming back to me.
and i pray, that i will see them off for one last final time, say their wishes and tell him.
please, i have nothing else, other then for everybody to be safe,
and for my dear mother who is overseas who knows nothing of it.
please, keep them all safe.

p.s
everything, like a dream, is all slowly coming true.
what next?

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