Sunday, August 17, 2008.

I have a confession to make.

well, since marianne said all that, i felt bad.
cause that early post i was just joking,
yes, i know it was meant as a surprise,
but i was kinda joking that i was jealous and all.
but i was jealous for another part,
sorry for being so damn childish,
whiny, and er.. demanding.
but nah, you all know that some times i just can't absorb in hints,
cause i am bad with all those kind,
of 'dropping small bombs before the big bomb' stuff.
but still thank you for telling me, the most, at least.
still thank you and sorry for putting the blame on you.
i am sorry for making you feel.. bad and guilty?
sorry,
DEEPEST APOLOGIZES.
and, as friends, i don think spending one month with you will screw us upside down.
cause, if that did happened, that well.
i will be royally screwed upside down for about..
7 years now.
yes, that's how long we have been friends.
hahah, and i don take it in the whole world crushing down on me,
blah blah blah,
well, at least i think i don.. do i? 00
anyways, don worry bout it.
i was just, teasing you?

xD
anyways,
my confession ain't that big.
plus,
it is kinda weird confessing this over the Internet.
but er...
i have two secrets.
one secret is which,
nobody, i repeat nobody, MUST know.
so yeah, that secret is only I KNOW.
the second secret is er..
er............
i have er... three secrets.
one just popped up in my mind, which will be revealed in few months time.
and er...
er...
how am i gonna say this...
sigh.
this is weird.
this is damn weird.
no no.
nooo!!!
er.

like wise people, when you read this, or when i FINALLY CONFESS.
don laugh at me or ask too many questions yeah?
it is HARD, TO EVEN TYPE IT OUT.
IT IS DAMN HARD.
ok.
the first small bomb, marianne should know this.
*ahem ahem*
you know oliver right?
she also dropped a bomb yesterday?
yeah.
mine is like that.
BUT
BUT
BUT
BUT
BUT
BUT
BUT
BUT
BUT
BUT
BUT
BUT
BUT
BUT
BUT
BUT...
we are not together.
BUT
BUT
BUT
BUT
BUT
BUT
BUT
BUT
BUT
BUTTTTTT!!!!
we confessed that we like each other, and yeah.
thats it.
not bf gf thing.
but yeah.
OK
BYE PEOPLE
I AM NOT COMING TO SCHOOL ANYMORE.
ANYMORE!
NO MORE!
NO MOARRRRRR!!!

gosh.
this is so damn embarrassing.
x.x
ok.
i wonder..
with all these confessions.
how are we gonna say and face one another in school.
00
ok.
next, is.. joey and debra!!
xDD confess! confess!

-the end-

all in all, this is FUCKING weird and FUCKING....
i dunno.
HELL.
ANYWAYS.
DON LAUGH AT ME OR ANYTHING.
god.
i can't believe i am gonna post this and people are gonna read it.
GAHHHHHHH!!!

p.s
i wanna commit suicide now.

~you are tooooooo beautiful girl~
~lalallalala~ (dunno the lyrics)
~you make me suicidal, suicidal~
~yeah and thats all?~

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