Tuesday, August 5, 2008.

i have been thinking in the shower what to post.
but well, i forgot everything.
anyways~
just took a nice cooling bath,
though, i didn't realize that dad was home, and i just walked out of the bathroom with only a towel wrapped around me.
plus, i wonder,
is it a good or bad thing?
he has been coming home early two nights in a row,
last night cause the tv was coming,
and today,
i dunno the reason.
but either ways,
it feels awkward for him to be home so early.
x.x
haixs, scratch that,
it is not AWKWARD, it is pissing me off.
he just came into my room, and started commenting on how messy it is.
"you know ah, last time when i stayed, there was 7 person no 8 person staying in a three-room flat, and my house is much neater then this."
etc,
i had to correct his choice of words, under my breath of course.
sheesh,
trust me father, if you didn't sleep with mom or share the same room.
your room will be a rats nest.
and damn,
those people just keep showing up.
ARGHHH!!
haixs.
x.x

to think i wanted to post a nice cheery post,
but hey!
blogs are meant to rant stuff you wanna get away from and yet you can't do it no?
==
arghhh, buggers.
why can't they just come up and stop annoying me from the corner?!!
**
my eyes hurt, my degree is going up,
i can't look at the screen too long.
and i need to change my lens.
SOON.
will go on Thursday.
MUST GO.

hungry ghost festival~
which is kinda obvious with all those people burning and such.
if you don't well,
i say you better crawl out of your hole soon cause a nuclear bomb is coming directly at you.
haixs,
losing my temper easily nowadays.
i don know why.
but maybe i am going crazy,
sometimes i just get the urge to throw the chair and tables at people.
x.x
i am really going crazy,
plus i have been cursing the lord's name too much.
and thinking about it too.
and it is not good,
not one bit good,
cause i don like it,
and i hate it.
and i do not know what to do.
arghh!!
i am getting more pissed when typing all this,
though my expression is still stoned.

i shall read Breaking Dawn,
i heard from the people is 3/6 that the ending sucks big time.
like a cliffhanger,
too fast, and too little information.
like an anti-climax.
so the book i have been waiting, ever since the third book,
anxious to curious to know what happen.
plus not to mention, delaying time by trying not to read,
cause,
i wanna know the ending and yet i don wish to know.
and if it is gonna leave me hanging,
i think,
when i go for a movie, and the twilight trailer decided to pops up during the preview,
i think i will scream profanities at it, and well, i will definitely be dammed and chased out.
cause i don even like the movie but i am still gonna watch it.
but anyways~
gonna finish the book tonight,
my sister is bugging me to let her read.
bye bye people.

p.s
life is full of mystery, let's just hope it doesn't open another can of worms yeah?

{ 6:30 PM }