Friday, October 10, 2008.

Never yield to the apparently overwhelming force of the enemy.

I keep reminding myself that,
but today, i just couldn't control it.

My anger that is.

came home after visiting ye ye, it was sad watching him breathe through the hole,
and not through his nose or mouth.
stayed there for half an hour.
ended up falling asleep too.

reached home, sis scolded me for taking her bag.
then, she said.
"you are gonna die."
nice welcome home thing sista.

then, grandma started scolding me cause i took the house key.
i don get it, the house key, belongs to me.
so why can't i take it?
she cursed my stupidity,
asking me where my brains had gone, and my reply was,
hell.

then nat went to the living hall, naked, dripping wet from her bath, to change.
i scolded her, and she shoot back her words at me.
what else can i say?
nothing else, if i do, her mountain will attack me with its branches and leaves.

so i left, and announced my anger and disapproval.

and here i am, typing away my anger.
it not one bit dissolving.
guess all my problems and every other thing accumulated to such a height.

bye people.
the volcano takes its leave.

p.s
come too near me, and i will MELT you.

{ 6:10 PM }