Saturday, November 1, 2008.

I deleted the earlier post, it is too long, and it would seem meaningless to post it up.

to put it into a summary,

we humans, are extremely stupid and stubborn.
even we watch it millions of times be it on television or on the internet, we will always, no matter what, no matter how.
we would always cling miserably onto that little tiny spark of hope.

for those who does not even give a flying fuck, should really learn how to even be human.
if not, do not even bother to know anything about emotions or love.
either ways, we will do whatever it takes to get to our goal.

to see the person we love, laying on the bed, tubes inserted everywhere, having to depend on machine's to breathe, instead of breathing through nose or mouth, we had to cut a hole at his throat so that he could breathe.

sigh, anyways.
i don't really know in what kind of condition my grandfather is,
but all i know is that, he knows.
and so i will not interfere, he will know what to do.

so yupp. (:
and people, once again, has been complaining that my posts are soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
long.
D: sorry, but i can't help it.
i am a very naggy person and like to rant a lot.

anyways, just pray. (:
that i will not do anything stupid.
and people, you should really start researching on the AIESEC global village.

~^^ god bless.

(funny, awkward. whatever, ignore it.)

p.s
a kiss for you that is sorrowful,
a goodbye for you that is loved.

{ 9:17 PM }

narcissism.

her name is amanda laura age 15 going to 16, she is a tarot card reader , blessed with family and friends. :)

materialist.

I want this
good results,
for my prayers to be heard
friends and family smiling happily forever :)

i've got this
family,
friends,
myself,
god. :P

music.

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noise.

nonsense.

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memories.

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thanks.

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