Saturday, November 8, 2008.

I didn't get any sleep last night. D:

well, i did..
but only 2 and a half hours.

i slept at about 12.30?
then kept waking about late 2.

woke up at around that timing, by a screaming noise.
which turned out to be my sister's breathing,
it was like screaming in my ear, though we were not sleeping in the same bed.
it was frightening..

went back to sleep, woke up again halfway,
heard the clock went
tick tock tick tock,
very loudly, then went back to sleep, and woke up again, then went back to sleep again.

and then somehow, i was FULLY AWAKE at 3.23.

laze around in the bed, suddenly felt the urge to study..
then, got up, switched on the light, took out twilight and started reading at 3.33am.
i read the book more then 10 times?
so just read the whole thing again.

listened to music.. read the book..
and somehow, for every song, flashback comes.
so like the book, everything went
flip flip flip.

at each page, at some words, memories come back too,
so same thing, it went
flip flip flip.

then had some memories of last year, the morning before EOY.
things happened, that was the first time i talked in a language i did not know.
so the same thing, everything went
flip flip flip.

the night, well morning, was not that long..
only when 4 coming to 5 took kinda long.

i could not sleep, my eyes was stinging from reading too long.
my body feels heavy, and my mind is still kinda exhausted.
i pray that i do not collasped from exhaustion.

mom left for the airport to bangkok, to pray to the four face buddha, and it is his/her birthday.
so said our goodbyes.

waited till the room turned really blue, breaking dawn.
and tried to sleep, but failed.
went back to my room, my own bed, tried to fall asleep but failed.
so now, here i am, exhausted but fully awake typing away.
D:

grandma and mom says it is due to the tea i drank.
i don't know, but will wait till i can sleep.
or when the tea effect wears off.
for now.. will roam bout the internet.

oh, and i finished reading twilight! :D
again.
lols.
oh, and night time ain't that bad after all.

hearing all the cars, people starting their engines, closing their doors, the engine running, people walking.. etc etc.. xD
ah wells~

p.s
one sheep, two sheeps, three sheeps, four sheeps, five sheeps, six sheeps, seven sheeps, eight sheeps, nine sheeps, ten sheeps.
and on it goes.

{ 6:45 AM }

narcissism.

her name is amanda laura age 15 going to 16, she is a tarot card reader , blessed with family and friends. :)

materialist.

I want this
good results,
for my prayers to be heard
friends and family smiling happily forever :)

i've got this
family,
friends,
myself,
god. :P

music.

radio.blog..club

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noise.

nonsense.

links here

memories.

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thanks.

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