Tuesday, December 9, 2008.
oooh i have been called a slut, by nobody else, my mom. :Dit just happened 4 minutes ago.
and this was how it went.
mom- "hey, (to my sister) my friend works in pasta mania. you wanna work there?"
me- *hyped up.* i want!
mom- *glares,* you work so hard only for money, but cannot do a thing without the pay.
you really are a slut you know.
me- ...... hmmm...
mom- says some more but forgot.
me- hmm, interesting choice of words.
mom- you only have one grandmother, (correction mom, i have TWO.) and your grandfather just DIED and you want to kill this one? what have you done? lalalala.
me- nothing.
mom- who do you think you are?
me- nothing.
ah wells. i am not looking for
'awwww amanda. poor thing..' ( i will kick your butt. >D )
== don be dumb, i just found it very interesting.
well what to do.
parents means the best for you, so you just got to take everything i guess.
*shrugs.*
well, i looked up the dictionary on the word slut, cause i thought slut means those ladies that sleep with men for money.
but it turns out i was wrong.
slut
- a sexually immoral woman.
- an untidy lazy woman.
immoral
- not good or right ; not following accepted moral principles : using other people for one's own profit is immoral.
- going against accepted standards of sexual behaviour. : a pimp lives off the immoral earning of a prostitude. an immoral book that some people called obscene.
well, i am a slut alright.
but, not the first one though. D: i do not do that.
yeah, i am an UNTIDY LAZY WOMAN.
and i am not gonna defend myself cause it is the fact, but i do pack everything up every month.
well, most of the months i do.
but nowadays hardly.
oh, and you lot wanna know why i wanna work?
i wanna keep all the money in my bank, and give some to my parents cause they are in need of cash.
and because i don wanna laze around at home, and use the bloody com all day and do nothing.
and not letting my grandmother inch closer to her grave by screaming at me for being a useless sister who can't even do any bloody housework or teach my beloved younger sister who has no parents or sister love, chinese, and that i always hit her and scold her for screaming in my damn ear saying i am stupid and she don wanna be my sister.
and cause, i don wanna celebrate anything, not even my fucking birthday.
i just wanna go to fucking east coast and ride my bicycle i have never touch for more than a year already till the days reach twilight and dies off to midnight and begins all over again.
hell, i don even wanna celebrate christmas.
but!
christmas is the day jesus born, so of course i will wish him happy birthday.
i don wanna taint his birthday along with me being a slut.
or some bitch that works for money.
sigh. i feel good. (:
ranting every damn thing out, which somehow is damning me and everybody around me to hell because i am being such a bitch that is also a slut, just by my very existence.
i wanna start doing my art, i wanna start learning the bloody poa which i suck at.
i wanna improve my maths, i wanna hit 70 for sciences and i wanna fucking excel in my maths, english and humance.
arghhhhh, this is pissing me off.
my room is in a fucking mess, and i have tuition, and i don have the time to pack my entire room and start doing everything on my list.
bitch
- a female dog
- derog a woman esp when unkind or bad tempered.
- to complain continually
- to make nasty or hurtful remarks about other people.
sigh..
p.s
great, now i am officially a bitch and a slut.
damn, i don like this one bit.
{ 10:04 PM }
narcissism.
her name is amanda laura age 15 going to 16, she is a tarot card reader , blessed with family and
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