Saturday, January 31, 2009.

It is now 2am.

and I am still awake. ==
sigh.

and I need to wake up at 8...
and I can't sleep yet..

arghhhhh.

the sticks have yet to be dry...

and oh, the ice hockey rings, sadly, the circles look funny, but the lines are straight after much effort of measuring and expperimenting things that will make them in line.

the ice cream sticks, i ran out of red paint, so some of them behind have and don't have.

the poster, i have no bloody idea on what to do.
and what to you mean by passport?

anyhow, i think i might be grouchy tomorrow.
so do watch out for my... mood swings and temper.
it happens when i don get enough sleep.
(low blood pressure?)

hahahaa.
kk.

shall read book and wait for the sticks to dry..

*warning*
do not piss me off, i will... go crazy cause i will half asleep, and sleep deprive. so yeah.
*warning.*

do not say i did not warn ya all.

cya later.

p.s
x.x dry dry dry.

{ 1:51 AM }

Friday, January 30, 2009.

Congrats Jie for making it into CJC.

though some people would say
'good luck.'
for the strict rules there. xD and the pregnancy rate.
though if you do get pregnant, unwillingly.

the guy, watch out. :)

willingly.

both of you, watch out. :))
though i will be grateful and spare the baby.
oh, and, i will have a hell lot of fun totouring you and the guy.
though the guy more. :)
-teehee- (LOLS.)



anyhow, I did something really stupid.
really stupid. haixs.

~ah wells~

assembly was horrendous.
It made me so madddd. (the last part)
I felt like punching the person on the mike.
whatever she said was BULLSHIT. =.=

tsk.

global village was ok~
stayed back for ice cream sticks.

then shooting.
i am dead, but well..
no choice.

today had to help and get whatever things done for g.v.
and sunday i cannot make it.

and tml is the meeting.
got to do the ice hockey rink and ice cream sticks now.~

:D
good thing i slept for.. 6 hours last night?
and had a really good dream. :D

oh, and i have to do homework. D:
argh, bummer man.
don feel like going soy. ==
so many homework and tests coming up..

see how~ xD
don think i will be spared if i don make it though. xD

and oh, my computer sucks.
like crap.
the internet connection link is so slow, and... it kept un-connecting.
in the end, used sis laptop. :D

hahaha. k.

bye bye people.

oh.

my mom is scolding my sister for spending so much money, and giving a dollar to her friends everyday.
oh my.
she stole something.

no wait, she borrowed money and bought something.
and she gave someone money.
and someone gave her money.

oh oh, she is lying now.
goodness me.

i did not even get a dollar when i was P1. ==
stupid girl.

i didn't even dare lie, i would get slap on the spot.
sheeeshhhhhh.

bye bye people.
kids nowadays are getting from bad to worse.
if not, stupid to the infinity of stupidty.

gonna have dinner now.
bye bye.

p.s
mutter mutter mutter. argh.

{ 8:24 PM }

Tuesday, January 27, 2009.

Bye bye holiday.

so much for a celebration or even a holiday man. D:
this chinese new year, suck.

it suck like shit.
no wait, worse then shit.

1) reliving memories.
2) ultimate betrayal.
3) temperamental.
4) emotions.
5) financial cost.
6) academics.

sigh. ==
I just came home from ahma's house, spent two days and a night there.
the first night was horrible.

dad came along with us, and sis and i went to the room to greet people and got stuck there.
and we played cards.
then when we came out, dad was gone.
i went down to check, the car was gone.
he. left. without. a. word.

i got upset, mom got pissed.
then it was about close to 10, he came back to have dinner, the house was empty.
he ate, i sat down with sis and started to have small bites.
mom came, they talked about something about 328.
about some guy not paying up and is a lazy worker.

the way he talked, his actions.
mom shouted at him. banged the table. and went to the living hall.
he smirked.
mom switched on the tv in the hall, the volume way too loud.
for about 10 minutes, she made it softer.

ahma came to kapo kapo and asked what happened.
thats one thing i hate about my grandma.

she is too blind, bias, and stupid.

then mom came to help us clean and wash the house.
she asked if we had house keys.
sis lend it to her.

they left without even talking or eye contact.

the lightning and thunder struck.

the next day, (dad went to malaysia.) mom came by. happy.
today was alright.
gambled a lot, earn a lot at first and lost plenty at night.

including profit and loss, total, all i gain was $2.
miserable me.
i missed the good timing, cause i went to sleep. D:
sis earned 32 through gim rummy. sigh.

anyhow, it seems like mom took a taxi home, and dad drove back home.
sigh.

anyhow. i have to go now. got to bath.

and, i did not complete any homework at all.
and there is double period of maths tomorrow.
and i have no jeans.

I am so dead.

Few things.

-The storm hits.

-I saw an angel, he smiled at me, and closed my eyes.

-It is fading, the presence. Is this how it is meant to be? Is this part of human life too?

p.s
don't go.

{ 8:59 PM }

Monday, January 26, 2009.

Reliving memories.

today was good. :D
i woke up in a bad mood though. mom did not allow me to sleep longer. D:
went to mama's house, had those yummy veggies. :D
ate quite a lot, then went to temples.
could not touch anything cause i was having it.

guess what!
the first temple, it was at bugis, and it was SO CROWDED.
you had to queue!
but my family and i went to cut though. xD lols.

and i was wearing, a blue dress with super high white heels. :D
can you believe that? hahahaha.
going to a temple looking like that. everybody was staring.. gosh, it was so embarrassing.

then, went to some super old empty area with lousy food to have lunch.
then came home.
my phone died halfway. D:
no batt.

anyhow~
yeah. :D tonight is the reunion dinner. can't wait for the ... food?
i don like steamboat. D:
i LOVE the steamboat that allows you to cook like seol garden. :D

so yeah.

happy new year all~

p.s
and together, hand in hand, they walked down the path.

{ 4:08 PM }

Sunday, January 25, 2009.

I feel relax now. and my computer is working. so I shall post a long wordy post.

kindly, do not say this is long, for it is long, just don complain.
I don think I will be in the mood to hear any complains at the moment.

anyhow, thanks Marianne.
and sorry for intruding your house. xD
woke up too early, and reached too early.
lols.

and yeahhhhh, why do.. English people have such nice eyes?
that guy, Shawn, has gray eyes.. gray gray eyes.
it was so pretty, plus, his daughter was just adorable.
though the house was... kinda.. need a clean up.

anyhow. thanks for following me to far east! :D
like the shirt, and the other stuff. lols.
it was fun. :D
lets go shopping another time yeah?
I wanna buy more shirts there, and most likely jeans.
my this jeans is 8 years old already. D:

ahaha.

went to mama's house.
the dinner was good, though all i had was fish, and.. more fish with more rice and soup.
was hardly hungry from the heavy lunch.
play mah-jong, two rounds.
dad was such a cheater bug. ==
useless old man.

went home, and in the car, mom told me something that i dreaded to hear, and was in denial of it.

mama cried, cause of yeye.

that's when I got pissed.

Natalie had to keep talking.
'she is a child, completely innocent.' was what my sis said.
'that makes me even more pissed.' was what i shot back.

That's why I don really like kids.

I shall not dwell on this subject any longer.

happy chinese new year all.
take care of yourself, don fall sick.
this will be your only break through out the entire year.

god bless.

p.s
amidst the running hot water from the shower, cold tears descended from the heavens and splashed onto my face.

{ 11:15 PM }

Thursday, January 22, 2009.

Bummer.

1) the weather is torturous, it is far too hot in the afternoons.

2) my phone is dying. so i do not tend to it. anything, just call, don sms. if i don pick up, call my house.

3) i have no money.

4) my period came today.

5) my mood is getting from bad to worse.

6) i have a lot of issues now.

7) i am not studying.

8) i have no motivation.

9) it is new years, and i got cough, flu, and period.

10) everybody is screaming at me, and when i scream back at them, my throat gets worse.

11) more homework. yay.

12) no tuition. don't know why.

13) find school dentist for the wisdom tooth removal, cost and so forth.

14) drink lots of water.

15) eat regular and proper meals.

16) eat medicine, don be lazy. oh, don forget to gurgle too.

17) do not procrastinate.

18) bring lots of tissues and pad wherever you go.

19) clean your room.

20) spend less on computer.

21) i saw a really nice shirt, and tried it on, i love it, but it cost 60. did not buy.

22) no 22. gtg now. bye bye.

p.s
summary, summary.

happy chinese new year all. don spend all your new year money, this recession is far worst then the great depression.
believe it or not, it is your money, your life, not my problem. do not say i did not warn you.
happy spending, and happy saving.

{ 8:15 PM }

Wednesday, January 21, 2009.

Heck, who cares bout what I lost.

anyhow, flu is spreading around like a fire.
I had a badddd flu, and dashini, beside me, got it in two periods. :D
she started to sneeze like anything.
lols.

lalala.
then shooting!!~
woo~ awesome.
only four pistol-ers. :D
shot for two hours. :D

hahahah, also. felt super weird today.
dizzy, drowsy, weird weird. D:
especially during shooting, felt something unpleasant..
stoned out, and was so out of it, i dropped the pellet box. D:

anyhow. came home!
then mom is home!
and then while talking to her, she said something. :D

me-blah blah blah.
mom-blah blah blah. oh.. can wear red already.
me-really? good! *thinks bout friday.*
mom-oh and yeye moved here already.
me- (instinct reaction) *turns around* YYYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! *runs to the kitchen.*
mom-*silent.*

yeye moved here!
well. at the anesteral table though. xD
was so happy.
and mom dreamt bout him. :DD
seems like he was worried about her.

dad and mom. blahs.
anyhow.
i gtg now.

p.s
without knowing, the time of hands moved on.

{ 8:38 PM }

Tuesday, January 20, 2009.

The red sky, dyed with blood.

Death resounding in the air.

The people fall to their knees.

The men and woman falter.

The children cry in pain.

They cry for a girl on a cross, tears made of blood.

She looks up to the heavens and whispers.

'Forgive them Lord.'

p.s
The cry of war, the sound of battle. It begins, prepare yourself. For we shall search for what I have lost.

{ 6:50 PM }

Monday, January 19, 2009.

Last night was quite funny.

really.
though my tooth hurt like hell.
it was quite funny at the same time.

anyhow, my fever got higher so i went to bed.
then mom came in and she gave me the snow jelly? to drink.
it was my favourite.
but, sallowing my saliva hurts too much, drinking something elese?
oowww.

then she left the room.
so i just took three sips, and i already started to tear, my head was throbbing, sallowing was painful.
it hurt like hell, even though the drink was nice and cold.
i couldn't taste anything, and sallowing it made everything worse.

then she came in, and i was crying already.
then i started to cry even harder, i was mouthing.
"pain pain, very painful."
i couldn't talk.
then she laughed, she then went to look for the painkillers, panadol.

so i went out,
my face red from crying and from my fever.
and my lips dried and cracked cause i couldn't eat or drink anything.
then she went to search, my dad looked at me like an alien. (lols)
then find find, don have.

then i was so tired and weak, i went back to my room.
my sister was teaching my younger sister Chinese, i hate to admit, but i think i teach her better. (cause she didn't cry or anything when i taught her. :D)
anyways, then my mom, dad, and grandma went to the living hall and discuss.

that's what i found everything so funny.
they started to discuss what is what, how is so, my tooth, my gum, swollen. blah blah.
as in literally. xD
funny right?

oh, one side of my face was swollen, all the way down to my neck. D:
i could not even turn my head left or right.
that was how bad it was.

then after discussing, they finally decided to bring me to a dental.
it was about 8 o clock already.
so go seragoon, amk, clinic and so forth.
none, then walked around julibee, nothing.
so mom went to guardian and bought the baby gel, panadol, and something else that is meant for the tooth. bio something.

then went back to the car, through out the searching i didn't talk.
but my mom was talking to me and it looked like she was the one talking to herself. xD
then went home, on the lift, i communicated with her through hand phone.
i text everything out.

funny thing was that i was about to comment on a daughter not helping her old lady carry those heavy looking bags.
when she said it before i took her phone.
(my phone died for three days, forgot to charge.)

then came home, took the pills.
slept.

today. fever gone, swelling down.
went to see the dentist, he recommended to remove them.
but!
one wisdom tooth case about 500 plus. ==
two tooth's will cost 1k plus plus....

plus, my tooth, is not coming out straight, i took an x-ray.
it is... the wisdom tooth is growing out against the second last tooth?
plus, my swelling gums was so bad, he could not even see my behind tooth.

anyhow, i have to take a lot of medicines.
and, i am gonna study now.

but before i go, one reminder to all.
don ever ever bite ice.
i have to kick this deadly habit.

also, i am not going for shooting tomorrow.
wanna get some rest, and to do my homework.

oh, and one last thing.
i cut my hair, i was feeling crazy so i went to snip all my hair off. :D
it is short, short.

yeahhh. :D bye people.

p.s
shall gurgle my mouth with that green medicine now.~

{ 8:24 PM }

Sunday, January 18, 2009.

I can't talk.

as in for real.. i cannot talk.
and in my entire life, i have never ever dreaded eating food or drinking anything.

why?

because of my stupid wisdom tooth.
it hurts like shit.
so damn bad, i cannot even sallow my saliva.

i cannot eat, drink, talk, nothing!

and i am having a slight fever.
i need to go to school, to see the dentist.
but i am oh so scared..

cause i don even trust that lady...
she is so...
hmmms.

this sucks.
this really sucks.

i cannot even do my homework,
why?

cause yesterday the shooting thingy.
today i had to go to my godfather's house to do the pineapple thing.
i was so exhausted, i fell asleep immediately once we were done.

and the worse thing of all, is that i could not eat...
i could not even chew.
much less even open my mouth big enough for the spoon to go in.
yeah, that's how bad it is.

and what, my sister was complaining about me not using my retainers.
for whoever sake, i said it so damn many times.
it is too tight.
and even the doctor said that use now also no point.

and, she was telling to my mom.
"she and dad little bit pain also cannot."
hello?
little bit of pain?

for a person who cries when her eyebrow is being plucked,
or when a person throw a chopstick at you, and cry.

little bit of pain also cannot take? I sincerely beg your pardon?

be glad woman, be glad.
in fact, count your lucky stars, when you said that to me when i was eating.

i never felt such urge to throw you off the building, or throw my utensils at you.
why? because of your face, your bloody face.
and your tone, that i despise so much, i felt like ripping your throat out right there and then.

it hurts to even sallow my saliva you bitch.
i cannot even chew,
i cannot even eat.
why do you think i don wanna talk?

use your brains woman.
use your brains you boast so much about.

and, if the dentist lady does anything wrong.
everybody get ready some flowers and hampers to visit her in the hospital, oh or maybe, her funeral.

and people.
do not ever make fun of me not talking, eating or whatever.
i can don't talk, but my hands will be the one speaking for me.
and i doubt, that neither of us want to suffer, or be in pain.

so don piss me off.

p.s
_|_ it hurts so bloody my mood is forever grouchy.
a warning people. a warning.
so heed it.
p.p.s
ugghh, i am uber pissed so scram.

{ 6:29 PM }

Thursday, January 15, 2009.

I am so pissed.

cause i have so many.. dots from my dirty pillow. D:
i don have much time to explain so i will just leave it at that.
and also.

people on the bus are truly entertaning. :D

bye bye.

p.s
I HAVE 19 DOTS! AND 3 ACTUAL PIMPLES!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!

{ 6:36 PM }

Wednesday, January 14, 2009.

I am a crazy shooter, and I love my juniors. :D

hahaha, anyways yeah.
went for shooting today!!!
was ok..
talked during dry fire most of the time. xD

good thing i used the old heavy gun, when i used back my own gun, it was light as a feather. :D
hehehe.
anyhow, i am so HAPPY.
within ONE HOUR, i shot 125 SHOTS!!!

hahahahah! lame, or stupid.
i know, but it is so fun yeah?
i don like shooting slowly...
it is so slloooowwwww.

thats why i hate competitions, i have to shoot slow. and be oh so careful, which makes things worse.
next time, i should just go along with my instinct if i am in school team.
hope so too.
it is good in a bad way..

i am dying and need badly CIP hours.
and with this hectic and tight schedule?
i highly doubt so,
but will have to do it.
i wanna minus one point for my... o's.

yeah, i am not gonna go to higher nitec.
i don want too.

and, actions speaks louder than words, i know.
but i made more resolutions.

-to be like my godmother.
-to go to jc, if not poly.
-to be top 5 in class.
-to PASS EVERYTHING, including CHINESE. cause if i can pass maths, why not chinese too?
-to take accounting. (maybe)
-to study extremely hard, no going out. study in library?

anyhow.. this is what i plan to do.
but my days are badddd.

monday- study back after school study.
tuesday- shooting.
wednesday- shooting.
thursday- study back after school study.
friday- shooting.
saturday- self shooting and global village.
sunday- study and art.

oh, and my tuition list.
i am taking,

-chinese,
-poa,
-maths,
-physics.

and the worse thing of all, physics and maths, one month one sub, cost about.. 300?
and oh, people.

do not take banking, business when ya in poly.
cause now is recession.
and this will last to about 10 years?
yeah, this is like the great depression, so save people.
and yes, i am still selling my dollfie.

anyhow, bye bye people.
gonna bath, and study.

tml, i shall bring my deadly weapon that keeps me awake 24 hours to school tml.
so i will not become grouchy and curse at my friends. D:
sorry dashini and sarah.

p.s
i like my man romantic, dad. :D be glad that sis and i gave you advice. xD

{ 9:28 PM }

Tuesday, January 13, 2009.

Humans are mean.

I witnessed something horrible yesterday.
very horrible, that i cursed out loud in public wearing my school uniform.

I was waiting for angela and joey, to take bus home together.
so i was at the red circle there, normally you see old folks selling tissue paper right?
at the escalator there?
yeah, there was this blind old lady selling tissue.
i was at the top.

then, there was this pink lady, old but not there old.
the blind lady, was reaching out, to the pink lady.
and being sweet like the colour of her shirt, she bumped into her hand, the tissues flew, and she just walked off.
i went,
"oh my god, oh my fucking shit."

and i was on the phone with joey, and i was so shocked and stunned, i froze.
people was stepping all over her, and she was at the escalator there. (do you know how DANGEROUS is that?!?!?)
there was a tissue pack behind her, and she didn't know (she's blind), so she went on all fours and searching for the tissue pack and people was still ignoring her.

people was staring at me cause,
by then i was running down the stairs, half way down to her,
saying to joey.
"oh my god, some... biatch! some pink bitach!"
i could not say bitch out loud, to taint our precious school name, so i went biatch.
and joey was like,
"huh huh? what biatch?"

i was so pissed, i cursed out loud, and ran down to help her.
but thankfully, one man, helped her pick up the tissue and left.
so she got her stuff, then slowly turned around, using her stick. and went up the stairs i ran all the way down just to help her.

i was so pissed, cause i had no money to buy from her, and that, that stupid stupid stupid pink lady was so stupid and mean to the end of stupidity and Meany.
her stupidity and Meany, is infinite.
so the old lady walked up, and up the stairs.
i was so scared she might miss a step, and fall.
so i walked behind her.

then she wandered around, offering to sell tissues, and using her stick as her guide.
then, she wandered around to bread talk, asking people if they wanna buy, but they just ignore her and picked their breads, and i was thinking if i should bring her out.
but good thing i didn't.
cause there was this kind old lady chef from bread talk, who saw her, left her post.
and helped her out, and even gave her a raisin bread!

i was so happy, then she brought her out, and by then joey and angela reached already.
so i borrowed a dollar from angela and bought tissue pack from her the moment she stepped out.
she was searching frantically for the other tissue pack. so i said,
"auntie, its okay, two is more then enough. sorry though, i only have one dollar."
but she was so elated, so happy, she said this.
"wow, i am so lucky today. i got so many things, so many people helped me, thank you thank you. god bless you, happy new year. thank you thank you." (said in a very touched tone!)
and she kept thanking me, i nearly cried. D:

omg, so people.
if you see a blind old lady, at toa payoh interchange, at the two main escalators, to bread talk and so forth.
PLEASE BUY A TISSUE FROM HER! BUYYYY! BEST, JUST GIVE HER MONEY!

and, what happened to her kids?
children who abandoned their parents should rot in hell.

anyhow, happy birthday mommy.
and i did not go to school today.
and created lots of resolutions.
and i owe angela money.
and i need to do a lot of things.

so yeah. bye bye people.
and thou shalt be mean.

(oh, and we conversed all in Chinese.)

p.s
she had such an innocent, and good aura. sigh. xx

{ 10:16 PM }

Sunday, January 11, 2009.

I am bad bad girl, and an extremely exhausted one.

today was good?
took lots of pictures, had fun.
walked around till all of our legs was sore and aching.

we had plenty of love bites too.
ah wells~

i still like lorry loft.
Calyssa was the only one who dared to feed them and is not scared.
Orelia and val kept running away, screaming.
and the birds love calyssa, they keep flying to her, shoulder, hands.
oh, and the last part, two birds was fighting to claim seat on her shoulder.

it was hilarious.
but birds on your shoulder, with their little legs, are extremely ticklish.
even when they bite you, you won't feel a thing.
hahaha, one ate her handband round her neck, and the other ate her plaster. (tried to eat)

oh, and before we left.
two birds was fighting, rolling around the floor, biting one another.
there were about 10 birds trying to break them up, or fight along with them.
but then the lady came along and broke them apart.

but, the two birds got back together and rolled off the... bridge.
and wham, down it went, including the others birdies that went down along with them.
i hope their ok..
oh, and they are both green birds.

well, simply put.
it was fun but tiring, smelly but interesting.
took lots of pictures, and will upload.

also, being alone at home ain't that bad.

another thing, when i am tired or sleepy, i either go violent, or angry and very very grouchy.
just to let ya all know.

anyhow, this week is going to be awesome.
truly brilliantly unbelievably tiring.

monday- homework.
tuesday- shooting, homework.
wednesday- shooting, tuition (at bugis), homework.
thursday- homework.
friday- shooting.
saturday- global village.
sunday-homework.

yayyyy, i am so loving sec 4 life.
woo hoo.

ugh, i am so damn tired.
gonna sleep now..
x.x

good luck to those collecting o level results,
good luck to debra hoping that she can drop art,
good luck to marianne hoping that she can drop chinese,
good luck to joey doing art,
good luck to the earth, hoping that she won't die soon,
good luck to everybody doing global village,
good luck to all and including me doing art.

p.s
i wanted to say about my entire day, like how the guy was singing in the mrt, and how the brothers was bullying their mentally disabled sister. but well. too lazy.
bye bye.
p.p.s
once again, thank god for creating baths.

{ 8:10 PM }

GOOD MORNING!!

i had a goood sleep last night. :D
thanks to the person above me. hahahaha.
anyways~

yesterday the global village thingy was good..?
bought the stuff~
oh, and marianne, i am REALLY SORRY that i kept hitting you. D:
i was half asleep.

so i mean literally, so my senses was dull...
i was so tireddddd.
one reason being, i had very little sleep the night before. xD
anyways, sorry for accidentally, er.. giving you a bitch slap? xD
hahaha.
but really sorry.

hmmm, art friend was INTERESTING.
and yeah, i never been there before. xD
it was so ... art?
very interesting. :D
gave me motivation to do my art like good.
which was good, seeing doing i am gonna do my art.

and marianne tan, i will kill you if you post the picture of me sleeping in the bus. ==
and you gave an excuse saying what,
i was checking my phone!!!!

BULLSHIT!
i saw you turning off your camera!!!!!!
SO DON YOU DARE POST IT..

:P
anyways, church, was good.
even though i didn't want to go.
but, got my answer through a song. :D
how cool is that?

anyhow, i got to leave soon.
ah, mom from malaysia called.
hahahhaha. anyways.

BYE!!!!

oh, and pray that i will not tempt to squeeze any birds life out. xD

hahahahah.

bye~

p.s
chirp chirp chirp. being alone in the house in the morning in awesome~

{ 9:11 AM }

Friday, January 9, 2009.

Out of the frying pan, and into the fire.

Is committing suicide.

a little note to remember, and something to charge me up a little.
right now, my spot is on the edge of the pan, to jump into the fire.

better do everything soon, before the fire gets too hot and burns me.

right, gonna start the g.v now.

p.s
harharhar, whats so funny? laugh some more, and i will not hesitate to kick your ass to hell. _|_

{ 10:48 PM }

Wednesday, January 7, 2009.

Just came online to say a few words.

art is truly a torture.
I hate it.

and I wanna learn how to speak d i a l e t . xD
it is so nice.

oh, today was gooood.
PE was GOOD. I did not walk!
Hahahaha, thats good isn't it?

anyways, my grandfather, the other one, is in the hospital.
and I still hate my sister now.
she is such a... bitch?

she did not even visit him. == she went out with her f r i e n d s .
I can't I am in school, and nobody was kind enough to tell me which hospital it was and so forth.
even when I asked them.

lo and behold~
I am really angry.

so yeah.

bye bye.

tml got the global village, I printed the email out.

p . s
g l o b a l - v i l l a g e , g o l d e n - vi l l a g e . w h i c h i s w h i c h I w o n d e r ?

{ 7:18 PM }

Tuesday, January 6, 2009.

I am too tired to even eat my dinner.

anyways, i got mistaken for being a malay again.
and it was on the bus.
boys, younger then me (i think), came onto the bus smelling like dog crap.

so this was how it went marianne.
and no, i was not paranoid.

smelly guy- *stands in front of me.*
me- *moves side ways.*
sg- *tries to get into the seat, but bag was in my face.*
behind me- *laughs*
sg- *carries his back in the front and sits beside me.*
me- *sighs*

a while later.

behind me- hey! you know ah, those two-
sg- *turns around*
behind me- they look like a couple eh! so sweet!!! awwwww.
sg- *scolds them.*
behind me- *laughs*

a while later..

sg- *talk talk*
behind me- you don wanna get out right? don wanna leave your loverrrrrr.
sg- no la! only one more stop, and somemore so ma fan to get out.
behind me- yeah right. *laughs*

they all talked in chinese throughout the whole thing. (thats why i said they mistook me for a malay just by my skin tone. ugh. how ... mean.)

and finally they left.

cept when it came to my stop.
there was one more guy, from the 'behind me' people, dropped at my stop.
==

so when i got out of my seat, i did not see his hand on the bar and accidentally made contact.
(ewwww, i sound so girly.. 'made contact' .. any more other words i can use?) ==
great.
next thing i knew, he was standing so damn near to me on the stairs.
ughhhhhhhhh.

disgusting people.
anyhow, moral of the story.
do not judge a book by its cover.

and, i still hate art.

p.s
thank god, for creating baths.

oh, and i still like francine's house.
and the little sony printer. xD
it is so cool!

{ 8:25 PM }

Monday, January 5, 2009.

Mo mo was so cute! and really fat. xD

anyways! yesterday went to godma's house to pick her dad. so i made good use to see momo.
(a really really fat cat.)
hahahah! he is so cute!
utterly adorable! even though he is soooo fat. xD

took some good shots of him. xD
oh, i nearly got run down by my godfather. xD

i was at the back, the boot, taking my stuff, and he was reversing.
so i was like.
"woah woah woah woah woah!" and walking backwards. xD
lucky i never fall, if not i would have been under the car.
but it is okay, the car is high, i will live. xD

godma was so scared. she tried to pull me away but i wouldn't budge. xD
lols!!!!

dinner was good, cept later when we all ate finish, we found a small cockroach in the soup.
i nearly puke everything back out. xD
lols.

today was good and fun!
I DID NOT SLEEP!
and when i told dashini i was sleepy, she scolded me. D:
she was so fierce. xD
but i had no intention on sleeping, just felt like telling her i was sleepy.

POA was good!!!
i got the hang of it! WOOHOOO!
Partnership deeds!!!!
lols.

anyways, global village!
let us all do our BEST!

GET THE MOO-LAHS!

THE MONEHHHHHHHH!!!!! xDD

yay!
fight!!!!!!

p.s
money money money!~

{ 6:31 PM }

Sunday, January 4, 2009.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

yes, happy new year, and i am four days late in posting this.
sad isn't it?
hahah, i have been using the com, but only using it to watch my shows. D:

ah wells~
i am at my godparents house!!!

anyways, i started the year pretty well, an as a fan of a human being. D:
i am so sorry joey, now i know how you feel, but my er... idol?
does not belong to a band. xD
hahaha.

anyways, i started the year watching his shows, then eating roti prata, then going back to watch his shows.
till 4 am, i only had two hours of sleep on the first day of school. ==

school was fine, every teacher that came to my class kept saying how important this year was.
it was like grilled and burnt in my head.
ah wells.
school was ok, cept that i was just oh so sleepy.

poa was good, mrs tan showed us the path if we did this and that.
so had quite a number of thinking.
ah wells.

the global village thing was meaningful?
anyways, big news people.
if we make it in the best booth with the most votes, we win CASHH.
yes, the big four words that starts with the letter C, motivates us all.
and it is not just 50. it is a hundred!!!
i think.

anyways, yeah!
lets do some KICK ASS stall!

hahahaha,
anyways, i am using my godfather's lappy, hard to type, but got used to it. :D
we were supposed to go walking from his house, holland v, to vivo city.
but his ankle is swollen...
it looked like my arm when i broke it. D:
and he refuses to go see a doctor!!!!!

sigh.
anyways, watching friends and doing this. :D
super funny. xD

ahahaha, bye bye.

p.s
maaaa - maaaaa!~

{ 11:37 AM }