Tuesday, January 27, 2009.
Bye bye holiday.so much for a celebration or even a holiday man. D:
this chinese new year, suck.
it suck like shit.
no wait, worse then shit.
1) reliving memories.
2) ultimate betrayal.
3) temperamental.
4) emotions.
5) financial cost.
6) academics.
sigh. ==
I just came home from ahma's house, spent two days and a night there.
the first night was horrible.
dad came along with us, and sis and i went to the room to greet people and got stuck there.
and we played cards.
then when we came out, dad was gone.
i went down to check, the car was gone.
he. left. without. a. word.
i got upset, mom got pissed.
then it was about close to 10, he came back to have dinner, the house was empty.
he ate, i sat down with sis and started to have small bites.
mom came, they talked about something about 328.
about some guy not paying up and is a lazy worker.
the way he talked, his actions.
mom shouted at him. banged the table. and went to the living hall.
he smirked.
mom switched on the tv in the hall, the volume way too loud.
for about 10 minutes, she made it softer.
ahma came to kapo kapo and asked what happened.
thats one thing i hate about my grandma.
she is too blind, bias, and stupid.
then mom came to help us clean and wash the house.
she asked if we had house keys.
sis lend it to her.
they left without even talking or eye contact.
the lightning and thunder struck.
the next day, (dad went to malaysia.) mom came by. happy.
today was alright.
gambled a lot, earn a lot at first and lost plenty at night.
including profit and loss, total, all i gain was $2.
miserable me.
i missed the good timing, cause i went to sleep. D:
sis earned 32 through gim rummy. sigh.
anyhow, it seems like mom took a taxi home, and dad drove back home.
sigh.
anyhow. i have to go now. got to bath.
and, i did not complete any homework at all.
and there is double period of maths tomorrow.
and i have no jeans.
I am so dead.
Few things.
-The storm hits.
-I saw an angel, he smiled at me, and closed my eyes.
-It is fading, the presence. Is this how it is meant to be? Is this part of human life too?
p.s
don't go.
{ 8:59 PM }
narcissism.
her name is amanda laura age 15 going to 16, she is a tarot card reader , blessed with family and
materialist.
I want this
good results,
for my prayers to be heard
friends and family smiling happily forever :)
i've got this
family,
friends,
myself,
god. :P
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noise.
nonsense.
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memories.
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thanks.
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