Friday, February 20, 2009.

The new lift is working!!!!

YEAHHH. and i was so happy and excited!

i just came out of the bath when dad came home, then when he said it,
i ran out in my pjs, hair wet, bra-less, and towel round my neck.

then ran back in, changed and went up and down with my younger sister!
it was f-u-n.
and we were acting all so suaku. xD

hahahaha.
anyhow. the vid i saw was hilarious. xD
oh, and i have facebook. just to get pictures. (:

and i am super pissed at my sister and mother.
not to mention i have to wake up at 7.30 am cause i have tuition tml. and it is now 11.02.
yay, i am soooooo mad. ((:

bye people.

p.s
people change without you knowing, and sometimes you feel like killing them. (:

{ 10:57 PM }

Thursday, February 19, 2009.

I have a fever of 38.3

And my period came at 4.10am, thank god i woke up.

and i puked in school after recess.

art was good. gave me little inspiration but better then nothing.

after school was even better, though my stomach ache like anything, and cramps.

went to taka, celebrate (?) joeys birthday.
we all stuff her with food.

then walked to cini, took neoprints.
the second was AWESOME!!!!
the songs are not that bad, cept the one 'under the sea' that played over and over gave me a headache.

the pictures turned out awesome.
it was so awesome.
literally awesome!!!
i wanna post the pics up but...
D: no camera to take.

anyhow, bought tiramisu from bread papa ( expensive ya know! D: ) for my family.
decided to reward (?) them, especially my dad and mom.

and in the train, think got motion sickness, felt like puking all over again.

and while bathing, everywhere was ssspppiiinnnnnniiinnnggg.

anyhow, ahma is pissed cause i did not want to go down to pick nat.
i am already shivering in my seat, if i were to go down, i am dead.

anyhow, don really feel like coming to school tomorrow.
if i still have fever maybe not, but most likely yes.
cannot miss maths and the other subs.

oh she is back, forgot to mention she told me not to come back home for dinner the next time.
hmms, wonder why.
D:

don blame her. if she were to ever come across my blog, i would like to say
sorry.

anyhow, hope all will like the tiramisu.
shall go starving tml, need to save the money for the tiramisu and bank.

oh and marianne, i don quite get the sms miss au sent? D:
and post up the neoprints yeah?
all of them!
i wanna grab them. :D
thanks.

p.s
why?
because i know it.
genius.

but of course! (:

p.p.s
8.49 pm. i have no appetite, not surprisingly.
but this is MADDENING.
MY BLOODY FEVER KEEPS GOING UP AND DOWN!!!!!!!! ==

{ 7:11 PM }

Tuesday, February 17, 2009.

Er... I don't know how to start..

anyhow, today was quite bad at first.
i thought i would pass my physics test but did not and failed just by 3 marks.
with plenty of careless and stupid and did not think twice mistakes.
which kinda ticked me off, and yeah.

shooting was fun!~
my shots were good. (:
and and and, my dear mother gave me a shock by sms-ing me.
'how is my darling?'

freaked out a little. xD
ahhaha,
then told her that this sat got another shoot thingy but doubt will be able to make it seeing that i have tuition.

then when she replied, naturally and not surprisingly, she was pissed.
so i was halfway typing this,
'hahaha, yeah i knew you would say that. and i knew you will ca-'
and my phone burst into life, i got a shock and nearly dropped the vibrating phone.

hahaha.
i am a genius. :D
but shooting, how to answer calls?
so left it on the table and stared at it.

then after shooting, rachel came.
teased her with the mommy thing again and all.

then we had to gather at the lockers so that coach can tell us bout our stuff and who shooting for NYT.
pistol,
rachel, francine, sheryl.
and sadly i am reserve. sigh. ah wells.

then half way when he was saying but the sighting, position and everything.
i notice that angeline, squeezed herself into the small area that holds the fire extinguisher hose, was fast asleep.
few minutes later..

when coach was getting into the major part, we heard a sound..
angeline was snoring in her deep slumber.
if it wasn't the lecture that still went on going, with the lecturer knowing that it was snore, we would all have burst in a fits of laughter.

but instead, we all just went.
HA.
smiled and our dear vice captain knocked her awake.
the rest of the lecture, angeline spent it sleepy-eyed.

it was hilarious.

anyhow, something shocking happened.
we were just alighting the bus when miss au asked yun lu and i,
"are you girls in a rush home?"
then we were like.
"er.. ok ok la."
then she said,
"i am hungry, i feel like having some ice cream." pause "you want ice cream?"
my eyes went to the Mr. Bean we were heading too,
"i treat you all!"

we were all lost for words.
rachel and logini just trailed along behind us, stunned.
and me, famished and being oh so glutton. i immediately agreed to ice cream, and the rest kept quiet.
rachel and logini did not get ice cream but pancakes.

so we were really shocked.
and i was telling yun lu,
"Miss au is feeling generous today? she really is in high spirits."

oh, and all.
Miss au absolutely LOVES ice cream.
it is like her most favourite food in her world.

so while we were eating outside the mrt station, we naturally chit chat.
with a warning to them, that i eat ice cream very slowly.
and half way through my ice cream, being me, ka-po and curious and all.
i asked her.
"so miss au, why are you not married yet?"

and she went,
"why am i not married yet?" *extremely red*
"cause i have not found Mr. Right!"
her face was red like a chilli when i asked her the next.

'so, did you have boyfriends in the past last time?'
she went red, and said.
'amanda ah... you are so....
me- ' open, direct.'
au- 'yes yes, and this is getting bit too personal and all.'

and so, she did not tell me that.
sadly.
but really man.
she is shocking.

for today's training, she did not shout, scream or scold or nag at anybody!
she has been in really high spirits since...
the global village ended and i came back?
that moment, to me, she was like. happy happy.

gosh, i think it is love.

anyhow.
bye people. sorry for the wordy post.

(: cyas.

p.s
i am so dead if i am caug-

SHIT.

{ 10:11 PM }

Sunday, February 15, 2009.

I am.... sleepy. and having a stupid headache.

anyhow, played mah-jong like.
a lot of rounds?
hahahahah.

just came to post stupid random stuff so yeah. xD

hmmm~

crap, english, i have no file.. from last year.
the paper and notes are everywhere in my room, or on earth, or maybe even in the air. D:

oh noooo.
and maths.
mr f. is gonna kill us, none of us had enough time...

oh my head..

money...
stuff...
school...
home...

arghhhhhhh................

bye bye people.
nights and sweet dreams.

and orelia and whoever has the ice hockey sticks.
if you do not bring them tomorrow.
i will wring your neck dry.


nights. (:

p.s
my head feels like it is exploding.

{ 11:00 PM }

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEYYY!!!!!!

and i am so sorry that i do not a banner like marianne. D:
and i am so sorry that this is so late.

anyhow.

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN!
you just got older, and ya at the... sweet age? :D

hahhahha. hope you didn't die in the singapore flyer.
but ya so lucky man, go singapore flyer. xD
and the tickets are freeeeeee!!!!!

anyhow!
make yourself free after school tomorrow!
ya wanted! xD

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY JOEYYYYYYY!!!!

oh, sorry if i sounded dead over the phone. D:
i have like, major bad bad flu and super bad bad throat.
so yeah. xD

anyhow.

HAPPY BIRTHHHDAYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p.s
the weather is a killer.

{ 6:16 PM }

Saturday, February 14, 2009.

I am very very very very upset.

hahahha, yeah, i am quite sad actually. xD

believe or not!

why?

1) global village.
2) stupid popping balloons.
3) funerals.
4) sleep deprived.

yeahh. global village was quite. hmmms. actually.
quite upset that we did not win the movie tickets, and felt..
upset that all the food went all the way down to waste.
and all the hard work we all put in.
ah wells~

balloons, when two went BANG loudly in a row.
believe or not,
i nearly cried.

hahaha, yeah, i teared a little.
but thank god.
anyhow, i still hate those plastic looking balloons.
that goes pop easily.

why?
childhood trauma.
yeahhhhh.
really bad one too.
but ah wells~

and i am trying to avoid funerals. (:
why?
cause 5 people went away last year, and one is my grandfather.

'sheesh man, it has been so long. why is she still emo-ing and affected about it?'

some of you might think this way.
but whatever.
i don really bother bout you people.
so *shrugs* none of my business.

your tai chi!!

anyhow, i had two things to cheer me up.
my honeydew ice blended, and dinner.

but none went well. my mood got the worse of me, and well.
it sucked.
and when i left the bus, i got into a very very bad mood for some reason.

dinner was okay, but
before i ate, went to bai yeye, and cried while burning the joss sticks. -.-
arghhhh.

anyhow~
this sucks.

i am quite disappointed really.
sadly, barely awake.

i am exhausted.
not comparing the ones who went for self awareness.

anyhow.
bye bye people.

happy valentines day all.
happy spending money.
happy making out.

p.s
damnation.

{ 6:24 PM }

Friday, February 13, 2009.

Today was awesome!!!

taking away the part when we had to switch off the lights and fans for an hour.
oh,
and the stupid 'gas leakage' thing, and the two false fire alarms.
oh,
and the stupidly hot weather.
oh,
and the canteen not being open.

and yeah. (:

other then that it was alright.
training was fun even.

yun lu and i had to take the test 30 shots. and so forth.
and coach kept coaching us about what we should do and what we should not.
and it work!

the follow through shooting thing worked!
i finally was able to just STARE at the sighting thing and not really focus on the card.
plus plus, i only got like.. six 7s?
not bad man.

and the rest is majority eight, nine and ten!
woohooo!!!!!!!

then after that went to pack everything up, to move to yishun.
then angeline had some problem,
and miss au noticed i happened to be near by and she dragged me holding my arm and said.
'amanda, please help to solve this problem. i have no idea what she is talking about and my blood pressure is gonna rise.'

HA.
i was shocked. but it was somewhere along the lines la.
hahaha.
and angeline was like.
'diaoosss.'
==

anyhow, board the bus, and my flowers on the side of my bag got 'caught' in the... railing?
so i went.
'wo de tian ah! wo de hua!' (omg, my flowers! in chinese)

then yun lu was laughing through out the entire way.
plus plus, at some times we converse in chinese!!!
then while i was eating chocolate and francine sitting beside me was also eating chocolate.
she said this.

yun lu- 'amanda! your chinese is quite good eh!'
me and francine- *cough cough, HAHAHHAHAHA. cough cough cough!*
i got choked on the chocolate, and everybody was like.
'eh! don die eh!!!'

hahahah, and even miss au was like,
'amanda, you got choked on your saliva ah? '
hahahha. it was so funny, i laughed till i cried.

then the rest of the bus ride was really fun,
we were all eating chocolates and cookies, and some really nice pizza stick!
sharon, yun lu and francine kept bullying me. D:

cause i tried to drink water,
and the bus was moving (i cannot drink water on moving vehicles.),
then i accidentally spilled a lot on my jeans, thigh there, and francine was like.
'ah! amanda! you how old already?! still need diapers ah?'

and they kept bullying me on it. D:
after a while, they were like pee pee pee!
then francine was like, 'you see, outside so peaceful.'
and she was like, pee-ful.

hahahah.
then i asked what is pee-ful, and took a huge gulp of water.
then francine said.
'full of pee!'

and i saw stars.

i choked, literally, and the water went up my nose, and i was like coughing and laughing.
hoo boy.
the bus ride was fun loud and noisy. :D
it is super fun!

anyhow, today was good.
oh oh.
after packing up, me yun lu sharon and rachel went to the interchange.

then i was like,
'eh! rachel can be the mommy!'
hahahahh! then everybody all started calling her mommy.

on the underpass, we were all.
'mommy! don walk so fast eh!'
'mommy! i want that!'
'mommy! walk slower, later xiao mei cannot catch up!'
'mommy! wait wait, i want to hold your hand!'

(me, the oldest child. yun lu, er mei. sharon, xiao mei.)

hahahha, it was hilarious.
then sharon's train came, and she shouted.
'bye bye mommy!!!!'
everybody stared at rachel and she was so embarrased she hid. xD

and i was like,
'bye xiao mei! see you tomorrow!!!'

hahahah. anyhow, today was a good day. (:

and sorry joey, D: did not go canteen.
was held up in class. D:
sorries.

and debra, celine, marianne and angela.
hope ya having fun at CAMPPP!!!!

and wow, wordyyyy post. xD

bye bye people.

p.s
cold showers rocks your hot socks off!

{ 8:11 PM }

Thursday, February 12, 2009.

Having art now~

i don get it. 
it is not one bit cold. D:

anyhow, art is soo.. hmmms.

plus earlier on, sarah was going bonkers.
like literally.

she call me and the others,
crazy jerks selfish self centre bitches and bimbos.
and that she hates us all and we should go to hell.

lols.

then cui ling said that she haven't take her medicine yet.
i was holding sarah's arms and flapping it around,
then i asked.
'what's her medicine?'
cl- 'oh, wen qing and (someone else whose name i did not hear properly.) lor.'

sarah turned red. 
push me and stomped her foot and ran down.

we were all like..
er... what just happened?

seriously man, she is way too emo.
and.. short fused?
she should learn to control her temper more,
like me!
but not well done la.

anyhow, i think she should snap out of it and think that we all hate her which we don, we just don like her emo-ness and overreacting-ness and craziness.
(:
i am a good kind girl, i don bad mouth people!

and orelia beside me is saying
anyhow anyhow!
D:
sooo mean.

D:
her reply is whatever man. and she said that whatever she say i write la.
ack, my typing very loud..

gtg now.

and i don like art. D:

orelia said who likes. xD

hahaha. 

ciao~

p.s
art sucks your life out.

{ 10:16 AM }

Tuesday, February 10, 2009.

THANK YOU ALL FOR MAKING THE GLOBAL VILLAGE POSSIBLE!!!

and thank god i was finally able to use the computer.
yesterday, i was so exhausted, came home, had lunch, an hour later i went to sleep.

anyhow, global village was AWESOMEEE.
it was so fun!
not to mention, the two levels swarmed to us for the waffles.
it was horrifying.

they were like, piling over all over one another and their hands was like trying to grab the toothpicks.
they were doing it like as if, their life depended on it.
gosh man, they should eat breakfast. D:

BUT.
i notice lots of people loved the stalls that had food and not games! xD

but all in all it was awesome. (:
cept the part when *ahem ahem* and *ahem* country took their papers, cancelled their votes for whatever country and wrote theirs on it.

:D

if i have solid proof evidence. (:
you lot would be in coffins right now. ((:

you f-ing bitches, i would have wring your neck and body dry out of blood and bathed in it if god allowed me so.
but god being so merciful and kind, and forgiving.
i obviously could not do that.

plus, this is kinda of contradicting, but i wouldn't want to stoop to your level and do such lowly pathetic stuff that would make people avoid you like the plague or spit in your face and step all over you.
you retards are not even worthy to be dirt on the sole of my shoe.
being there is considered an extremely high ranking for you bunch of uncouth, brainless, pathetic people.

in fact, i would not kill you. (:
our oh so great Celine mentor would do that for us.
for all the other countries that did no such thing.
and if she doesn't, i will certainly do something about it.
fret not all. justice is true.

not to mention that, i seriously ponder on how you lot even come up with such a scheming scheme.
we were too busy and flustered to even have that thought crossing through our mind.
you poor lot, you were too free, and had so little people interested in you lot so you guys actually stoop to such a low level to do such stuff.

sigh...
you lot are the most, no not the most, pitiful people i have met.
i rather kill myself then to do such a lowly thing.

poor you. (:

anyhow, shooting today was fun.
Rachel kept showing me bad bad pictures that had me laughing for a long time.
it was hilarious. and really baddd.

tsk tsk, how could you do such a bad thing man captain?
tsk tsk tsk. xD

hahahah, anyhow, i was extremely shocked that miss Au did not scold me or whatever.
she seem to be in a good mood. (:
yayyyyy.

and to Ashely sister. please rest in peace.
you are now finally going up to the house of god, and finally no longer suffering.
we will all grieve for you.
but remember all,

a kiss for you that is sorrowful, a goodbye for you that is loved.

meaningful sentence isn't it?
i wanted to use that for the newspaper for yeye.
but it cost thousands to have it on the newspaper, and our budget was extremely tight.

so to all out there,
do not take your family and friends for granted yeah? (:

live life to the fullest.

p.s
god is loved.

{ 9:13 PM }

Sunday, February 8, 2009.

God bless everybody.

and i mean literally.

and, for the Ashely's sister, please, rest in peace.

and to all who loved and missed her,
fret not, for she has finally no need to suffer the endless and painful struggle and hardships.
for now she has finally gone up to the house of god.
he will look after her.
i promise you. (:

and today, was quite a bad day.
woke up in the morning and an hour later, i found myself half dressed and my sister crying badly.
life sucks, life is unfair, it is never fair.
thats why heaven exists.

ughhhhh.
stupid bloody dream.

anyhow, today was bit freaky but okay.
though i am still selling my boy, and getting the really nice camera.
i don care man.
i have no more feelings for him.

so call me bias, selfish, bitch, stupid. or whatever.

but!
before i get my camera, my bank must be rich.
and my house bank must be rich too.
which will not be easy, unless i get customers who is willing to buy stuff from me.

and also, i must save and eat less everyday.
yupp.

anyhow, thanks ya all. (:
today was... weird.

the meeting was hmmms.
but overall it is not that freaky as i spectaculated.
and it was quite fun. (:

kk. gonna prepare the flour and everything now.
bye bye.

p.s
reality is harsh.

{ 9:24 PM }

Saturday, February 7, 2009.

Good riddance.

today, I felt like slapping so many people.
but!
something held me back...
hmmms.

and oh, marianne reminded me. xD
thank you all for doing and helping with all the work for the seemingly endless g.v!
and for taking my temper. (:
thank you all so much, and sorry to have taken up your time?

THANK YOU CELINE MOKKKKK.
hahah! xD
and sorry for waking you up and spamming on your msn. D:
next time, you should appear offline. D:
sorry and thank you so much!

ahahha, and celine the mentor is not that scary, she is just.. loud? :)
you two are on the same wavelength!
cept that she is older and kinda scarier. and she scolds and curse a lot too. xD
hahahha.
anyhow thanks~ and good morning ya all!

(edited on sunday morning, 8.22am. I AM AWAKE SO EARLY ON A SUNDAYYY!!!!)


xD

hahahha.
anyhow, global village was a...
really... tiring and bit pissing off.

1) why the hell do we need to fold the damn papers for the stupid people?
2) the boxes, oh good god.
3) .... late lunch.

and yeah.

plus, everything seems so alien to me now.
it is kinda scary and sad.
i could not recognise her face...
it was like, i did not see her centuries.

kinda scared but guess there will always be a time for such stuff.
sigh.

my heart pains bleeds..

anyhow, marianne, cheer up. :DD

lets have fun tml yeah?
do whatever we can. (: freaky funnn!!!

p.s
if nobody does it, somebody in the end eventually has to do it.
(quote from a famous person who is gonna turn 16 this year. :D)
p.p.s
oh good lord, bless my soul! i am gonna have a heart attack soon!
hahahah! quoted from yours truly! xDD (jkjk)

{ 10:15 PM }

Wednesday, February 4, 2009.

I have yet to eat dinner.

anyhow, i better type this all fast cause it is 9.30 and i have not taken dinner yet. D:
okok.

yesterday was stupid. really... stupid.
and i was being stupid. like really stupid.
over-reacting and not being calm enough.

marianne, don ever do that ever ever again yeah?
i kept screaming and cursing on the phone, headrush, so loudly and badly, i had to go to the carpark to scream down at the phone at you.
plus, samantha and yolanda grew more frightened of me.
greatttt.

though sharon did not stand 10 feet away from me. :D
thats a good thing.
and, do remember in future.
don be so smart to eat famous amos cookies when you have sore throat or cough.
they are like the killer for it.

and i am so dead,
for many reasons being like.
-i have yet to do my art seeing that i have just changed my theme last week?
-my room is super messy.
-i am having headaches and sleeping far too early every night.
-no money.
-irregular meals.
-g.v.

ahhh yes. the g.v. thing.
tml!
DIE DIE DIE.
by friday, everything has to be done. :)

i don give a flying duck if i am alone or what.
reason being, i give late notice to them and yeah.
so who cares man?

in the living world.
trust nobody, partnership?
sure, sign a partnership contract or whatever POA stuff.
capital, drawings, profit and loss.
blah blah blah.

after this g.v thing is over.
i daresay, rejoice all, for FINALLY one can have time to study and revise.
though, i hate to admit, art is a bothersome chore.

ack, i type too long.
9.36 now. D:
better go.
don wanna have dinner at 10.

OH CRAP. THE FIRE.

BYE.

p.s
i sock you in the eye!

{ 9:30 PM }

Sunday, February 1, 2009.

YAY. I am so proud of myself!!!

and extremely exhausted.

but first things first,
sorry marianne, for not calling you last night. was too tired.
the moment i reached my godparents house, i went straight to sleep.

and yeahhhh!!!!
woke up 5 seconds before my alarm rang, 6.15am. :D
guess how far i walked?

from holland v alllll the way to habour front. xD
cool rights?

total 17km!!!

it was awesome!
the canopy walk is the best!
NUS, was super confusing.
oh, the wave and faber was not bad. :D

it was super fun. :DD
if only i had brought camera mannnnn.

anyhow, i promised my godparents, the next time we go there, canopy walk.
i will be going with a camera!
nikon D90!

I WANNA GET THAT. :D
though i have to save a thousand for bank first. D: that will take forever.
well, not really. xD

ahhahaha. anyhow yeah. :D

thanks godma and godpa for letting us stay over and bringing us for the long walk. :D
hahah.
oh and thanks to the guy for posting the map and all on his blog. :D

kk.
bye people. gonna... nap for awhile?
then will call marianne and all. :D

oh oh, and marianne, i will bring you and francine and the others to canopy walk. :D
can bring your kids.
the view is absolutely amazing.
they will love it. :DD

things to do:
-save a thousand. (must!)
-sell your boy. (MUST.)
-buy a laptop and Nikon D90! (save the money.)
-do the global village asap.
-save save save save save.
-STUDYYYYYYYY.
-call miss au and apologize.

byeeeees.

p.s
sides of singapore uncovered!

{ 2:42 PM }

narcissism.

her name is amanda laura age 15 going to 16, she is a tarot card reader , blessed with family and friends. :)

materialist.

I want this
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for my prayers to be heard
friends and family smiling happily forever :)

i've got this
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friends,
myself,
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