Friday, April 24, 2009.
HEY ALL!lols, i do not feel one bit sleepy or tired.
in fact, i feel normal cept my breast is like, numb and painful? lols.
anyhow, a FULL REVIEW on the op. (:
okay, so i went there, changed into two gowns.
the inside blue, with my back open, and the outside red, with the front open.
so it covers everything. (:
than went to sit on those little children seats!
they were so cute!!! xD
got mom to take pictures of me.
and guess what?
i was wearing pink and the seat was pink too! hahaha!
i looked so pink. xD
than kids came in and out. it was so cute la.
they were all running around butt-naked, cause the only had one gown, the blue one which exposes the back.
kids came out of the op, sat there and stone, sucking on their little lollipops.
oh oh, than i went to see the doctor, took my weight. I LOST!
and than put the cream on my hands, for the injection later on. it was to numb the thing.
so went back to the seats, sat there and watched cartoon.
than sis and dad came in while mom went of lunch. D:
made one friendship band which was really baddd.
than saw the doctor again, touched touched. oh, it was the doctor i seen the last time. (:
didn't know she was a surgeon. lols.
than went back.
there were two kids before me.
Jared and Debra. (:
Jared was so CUTE la! he was hungry, than the dad, who looked very much like Donnie yen.
let him suck on his finger, till he slept.
CUTE LA!!!
and he don like it when his dad sits down, must move around one. xD
debra, was CUTE.
in fact, debra look like debra..? debra lim. (:
hahahahaha.
walking around, with two gowns on her, playing with the kitchen set.
than when it was her turn to go in, she looked so scared when she said bye to her dad.
her mom followed her in. (:
than after debra, it was my turn!!!
ran to change.
than walked to the theatre. man, the nurses and doctors were all staring at me. D:
anyhow, went into the room, it was worse than i imagined.
it was so big, it looked bare. cept for the bed in the middle. with the light thingy hanging over it. and the operators and machines surrounding the bed. D:
i was alone, mom didn't want to follow. D:
than layed on the bed, the worse came. the needle thingy to make me sleep. D:
it sting a little, and i was shaking so badly. the doctor said cause it was cold. but i said it was fear.
than, i prayed to god.
than, the needle started to hurt even more, cause the straw went in.
and then doc started to have a conversation with me.
me- ow ow ow ow ow.
doc-hahaha. relax. it will be okay.
me- orh.
doc- so, monday you going back to school?
me- ah? no no. wednesday. (:
doc- o.o oh.. wednesday. *walks off.*
me-............
me- *sighs, use right hand to cover half of my face.* relax relax, stop shaking.
doc- *appears out of nowhere* why? what happen?
me- *shocked* oh, nothing. just that my legs are shaking.
doc- oh, ahhha. it is just cause it is cold.
me- no... i think i am scared.
doc- ohh.. hahha. *walks away.*
than she came back.
doc- so, wednesday you having school eh?
me- er. not really, i have exams.
doc- OO EXAMS?
me- yupp. english. (:
doc- oh.. i see.. *walks off.
me- ............
than she came back again.
doc- so, what do you plan to do over the weekends?
me- oh, art and poa!!! :DD
doc- oh.. hahaha. so you have everything planned out already eh?
me-yup.
than i thought of a phrase,
'God will be with me, for i am his sacrificial lamb.'
than everything went black.
cool eh?
than i got woken up by my mom, than i went back to sleep.
when i woke up, i was so weak.
i couldn't even talk, move my head, or my legs.
i had to strain myself to do it.
it was scary, my vision was so blur..
and i could hardly move my head around. my eyelids was so heavy.
than i saw a balloon, two flowers, and a small bear at my left hand there.
anyhow, this continued bout 10 minutes?
quite frightening.
than mom came in, everybody slowly came in. (my family only.)
than i told them it hurt, so i was given B something..
drank water, drank milo, and ate biscuit. (:
than rested for an hour, and came home. (:
and thats it all! sorry for the long and wordy post.
pictures are below. there is even one bout the thing that was in my breast!
hahahah. so not for the faint of heart. (:
will post them later. mom is sleeping and the pictures are with her. (:
oh, and if ya visit. do sms me yeah? if can, sunday is the best. (:
there is a whole lot of food. (:
kay. byeee.
p.s
hmm. what shall i do now..?
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