Tuesday, April 14, 2009.

I am pissed...?

at myself and at people...?

no no, not in my group of friends.
more like. some of the people from my class.

my mindset now on them are filthy disgusting creatures. (:

and yes. i do think, quite to the extent of horrible about people at times.

i am not pure at heart or what so ever.

and majority of the times, i tend to stick to it and be a hypocrite till something comes along.

but anyhow, lets change topic.

hmm. i am supposed to be revising my maths, and doing my art.
but i am too darn lazy.
even though exams are in two weeks.

Mr F, was funny today, he kept shouting so loudly, if you were to put a glass of water.
it will be shaking.
but than, he mellowed down an inch and gave us encouraging and motivating words.
that encouraged me for half an hour. and than it went poof!

sucks.

oh, and i wasted plenty of time at bugis.
the engraver went out, so i went around for one and a half.
having lunch, went back changed everything, sat at the plants there.

it was fairly interesting.
today that is.

though sadly, i have no mood. zero.
not even a millimeter of mood to study.
but i will read the history textbook that is beside me, to brush up on my senseless knowledge on history.

though i was often told by some one this,

do not wait for the mood to come get to you,
if you don have it, create it.

good isn't it?
but one thing i would describe my feelings or emotions now, is that i am feeling very very extremely,

monotonous.

and that is it people. history will be it.
shall have a good night's sleep tonight while i am at it.
have been sleeping terribly late for the past few days.

coming home, and being greeted by a switched on computer.
it is nonetheless distracting.

p.s
mo-no-to-no-us. (:

{ 9:01 PM }

narcissism.

her name is amanda laura age 15 going to 16, she is a tarot card reader , blessed with family and friends. :)

materialist.

I want this
good results,
for my prayers to be heard
friends and family smiling happily forever :)

i've got this
family,
friends,
myself,
god. :P

music.

radio.blog..club

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noise.

nonsense.

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memories.

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