Sunday, May 31, 2009.

It is now 8.45 am in the morning.

this is abnormal for me, a person who can sleep 24 hours except wake up in between when nature calls.

but i also woke up at 6am, 6.15 am, 6.30am and 6.33am.

and I am arguing with my younger sister, who apparently sneezed into her hands, and clean her mucus on her shirt, than she picks up her bread and begins to eat.
and when i scold her, she says
'you are not my mother.'

and my reply?
'i am your sister you idiot.'

goodness, what in the world is the kids coming to nowadays.

anyhow, the reason why i am up so early is cause my cousin is beside me.
and we were supposed to be riding our bicycles at east coast now.
but dear me, why am i still at home, hacking away on the keyboard of my sister's laptop?

well, it appeared that last night, she caught the flu and sore throat.
and than she said, 'I don think i can make it for tomorrow. so have fun.'
and i went, what the bloody fuck.

because, this have happened before, always without fail, the day before we hold this activity.
she falls sicks, or gets her period.

this is sickening.

one reason was also because of my stupid dad with his darn face and pride.
my sis and i was supposed to go, last night, for a BBQ at his younger brother's place.
and i did not want to go at first, my sister did.
but than when my father came home, he went to annoy my sleeping older sister and ask her at a very bad timing,
'so, are you going to mama house?'

and she being sleepy and in the comfort of her bed, said this.
'no, i wanna sleep.'

so my dad got pissed, and when he came to me, he threw his temper around, and i fought back.
than i asked, 'are we still gonna ride our bikes tml?'
and guess what he replied?!
'No, cause i am very tired.'

so i went, what the bloody fuck, you get my hopes and joy up and you fucking tell me you don wanna go cause you are tired?

than after that, everybody was pissed including my mom, cause my dad told her some stupid shits like he said to me.
than we went to church, and during church, i sms-ed my dad that we will still be going.
and he was like, die die don wan us to go.

and his english was horrendous, he didn't even know how to spell remember or even string a sentence together.

anyhow, we still went, and than later part my cousin, the one sitting beside me, came.
the party was hardly a party, but rather a band of over weight people, frying real life crabs in the open and cooking food.

plus, they were so greedy that when my cousin came, one guy ate her noodle that my mama saved for her. what a bunch of fools.
and we that was how we decided to go ride bicycles. with people smoking around us, kids running around half naked and wet, and the crabs trying to escape from the torturous heat and fire.

sigh.

how disastrous.
and thats bout it. sorry for the wall of complain and text.

bye peeps.

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