Wednesday, June 17, 2009.

Misery.

I just realised something.
next week is the last week before school starts right?
and that means when school starts, means that prelims is hitting very close by.
which also means that is extremely bad, because i for one, have not brushed up on my extremely bad sciences.

which also includes that i am gonna end my so called holidays by apparently having tuition everyday.
and not forgetting studying my ass off for the creeping fear of prelims.

which is kinda scaring the shit out of me now, well not really, I'd be lying if i am saying i am not in denial.
which is bad, because if i am denial about the friggin prelims, i will fail it and don promote and go to Nitec or ITE.

not to insult those people in ITE but my family thinking that me going to ITE.
literally means the end of their second daughter career and life, which also bring me to It's The End.
despite that ITE is better now, my parents are dead set on me going anywhere even working but ITE.

so here i am, drinking some soothing soup for the throat, because almost everyone in the house is sick.
well not really, just me my sis, and more me and my sis. well, just more on my sis. she is coughing and polluting the air as we speak.
well, technically, me typing.

and also not forgetting that when i go to sch, quite a scary number of teachers and people will be going after me.

1) Mr F.
reason- for being so enthusiastic about me going to school during the first week of the holidays and ask him questions i don't know. which i did not do instead i went to the library to study, but did go to sch on Monday and few other days for history lesson with the attendance of 8 people.

2) Miss Au.
reason- for not being able to pass to her the thumb-drive on the last week of sch.
was supposed to pass it to her on Thursday but was absent.
and Friday, it was only registered in my mind when i was on the bus home.
even when i went back to sch on some days, to find her not sitting on her chair in front of her desk to pass her the thumb-drive, it is still in my wallet.
and for not going for training without even contacting her or calling her.
and for having such a poor irresponsible attiude towards the CCA.

3) Arielene and other people.
reason- for not posting up the pictures during the nationals which was months ago, because i am banned from using the computer. and making empty promises.

4) My mom.
reason- for being really enthu about studying like crazy during the holidays which i only managed to keep it up for two weeks and it dissolved like a piece of shining rock drowned in acid.
and for not completing the number of papers she had bought for me and me willingly agreed and not helping her sort out her receipts for her work.

5) Karma.
reason- for doing so many bad things, like lying, not studying, and not helping out. and also for making empty promises.

and thats it! i am sooooo looking forward for when school re-opens.
when Mrs. Regina Lee will greets us all bright and lovely, shouting into the microphone,
"Good Morning girls! It is good to be back, did you all enjoy your holidays?"
which we will all groan and reply with a dull no.

I wonder how does she do it, truly.

and yeah. i feel exhausted. but hey, i managed to rant it out of my system.
and i hope that tml i will be able to have maths tuition from 2-6.
to make it up for today that is.
sigh, really hope so.
if do, i will have some food to accompany along with me. (:

bye people. you still have exactly 11 days before school starts. (:
let us being the count down yeah?

and oh, to you, bitch.
don't vent your fucking little temper on me. (:
If you want to see your neck connected nicely to your body. (:

just a little warning. to you-know-who. (:

p.s
you friggin piece of shit. screw it all.
p.p.s
wow. wall of text!

{ 7:32 PM }

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